You & I

Christmas (part 1)

"i'm fine, i promise just get me out of here and take me home" I stropped

"it's ok the doctor said we can go home" Niall smiled as he took hold of my hand

"ok" i said weakly

"c'mon lets go and play in the snow yea?" Niall

"Yea" I agreed

I have been in the hospital yet again for the past 4 days due to low blood sugar and high blood pressure. all the doctors were worried that the baby would end up coming but thankfully he managed to keep himself in there.

It's Christmas eve and I have yet to buy present for Niall. Of course he would understand why I havnt been able to buy him a gift but I dont want to not buy him a gift so as soon we get home. I always found buying Niall a birthday or Christmas present hard because he can really buy whatever he wants himself, But the key is something Normal, nothing to expensive.

***

"home sweet home" i whispered quitely as I walked into my house.

Niall and I walked into the living room and sat on the couch

"do you need me to go out and get you anything" Niall asked

"im fine, stop asking if i need anything i have everything i need right here" I smiled

Niall kissed me gently and then got up.

"where are you going?" I shouted as he walked further away

"im going to call your mum just to tell her your home and that we will see her later for food"

"oh ok" I replied and then lay my head on the pillow.

I looked down at my not so little stomach and seen a small area of it sticking out more than the rest. I lifted my top up so that I could see my tummy. I was in awe over what i saw.

"Niall come here quick" i shouted

"what, what is it" we said running into the living room

"look"

"is that the babies hand" he asked

"Yea" i nodded

"can I touch it"

"of course but let me take a picture first" i Snapped a quick shot and then let Niall touch his son's hand.

"this feels so weird!" He laughed

he took his hand away and i put my hand on his. It was one of those things that felt so un real.

***

"mills eleanor said she would come round in an hour with present and to drop lola off."

"em ok but why us she dropping lola off?"

"oh em because her and louis are going out for a few hours and I said we would look after her"

"ok whatever,  but we need to sort things out with this baby"

"what do you mean?"

"well one we need to buy heaps of things and we need to pick a name out!"

" well I thought we were calling him Logan!?"

"Niall you were the one that told me that you didn't like the name."

"I mean its ok, I just think that there is better ones"

"like..."

"like myles" he smiled

"I told you already, I dont like myles, myles william horan doesn't work for me"