You & I

Pinky Promise

"i guess this is more serious than i thought" el says

"i-i-iii i have" its to hard to say anything so i just ended up crying.

"mills come on just say, love" eleanor says pulling me into a slight hug

"i've got... i've got cancer" there i said it was the hardest thing in the world to ever say!

Niall's POV 

today the boys and i were recording a few song for the new album and millie was coming arriving in L.A so over all it is a pretty buzzin day! 

"boys im going alright!?" i say 

"yea, yea cool see ya later" louis says

"say hi to millie form all of us!" harry adds

"ok bye" i wave and get into a  taxi

i tell the driver where im going and soon we were on our way 

"yea just pool up here, thanks" i say to the driver

"ok thats 7.50 please" he says as i hand over the money 

"thank you bye"

i am so glad there are not that many fans outside the hotel because i always feel bad if you say hi to a few and then not the others

"hi niall hi!" a girls screamed

"hi girls" i wave as i walk into the hotel

i press the lift button and out walks a familiar little girl.

"hanna what are you doing wandering round the hotel?" i ask her as give her a little hug

"oh um i lost coke?" she says sweetly

"coke?" 

"hes my teddy" she laughs

"oh well im sure he will be upstairs! where is millie?"

"she has to talk to auntie el its important she says!" 

"oh ok well lets go fing coke ok?" 

"ok" she replys

***

we finally reached the floor it was the top one because me millie and hanna were in the penthouse!

"ok hanna you go check if he is in auntie elanors room and i will check in ours" 

she nods and goes into lou and el's room

" i've got... i've got breast cancer" she what she's got cancer. 

"she's got cancer" i whispered to myself. thats when i just dropped

MILLIE'S POV

i heard a lowd bang

"el what was that?" i ask sobbing 

"let me go check" she says also sobbing

el opened the door to see nothing but thats not what i saw

"Niall" i scream

"w- what happened?" hanna's sweet little voice cried

"im fine sweetie" Niall slowly sits upp and smiles at her

"Niall you scared me" i say bending down hugging the living day light of him

"no you scared me we need to talk" he says seriously

"guess he overheard us mills" el whispers

this is seriously the worst thing that could happen to me i thought louis telling the world i was pregnant was bad (which still hasnt cleared up!) but thats nothing compared to this! i mean i could actually die. at the age of 19 i could die! my life over at 19 im to young!i still have a whole life ahead of me, marriage, kids a family a proper life. uuggghhh no i need to stop that, i need to stop thinking im going to die! the doctors have caught it early, that makes it more of a chance to live.

"ok hanna i will take you out for an ice cream let millie and ni have a little chat yea?" el asks hanna

"yea ok but is millie ok?" 

"babe im fine" i reasuure her eventhough i wasnt

"promise?"

"yea i promise" i answer

"pinky promise?" 

"pinky promise!" i say grabbing her little pinky into mine "i will be fine dont you worry hanna" i smile

"love you"

"love you to" i say letting go of her pinky

the door shuts and Niall grabs me

"what the hell is wrong with you princess? just tell me" he says tears in his eyes

"i only found out a few days ago, only sara, josie and el know, not even mum!"

"why didnt you tell me i could have been there at the doctors office with you"

"i know, i now but you were with your family and stuff anyway it dosnt matter"

"it dosnt matter? are you kidding me mills? this matters this is your life we are talking about! i dont want you to go, not yet. i want to starts a family with you have little mini me's and you's runnung around making a mess!" he starts crying and i join him 

"seriously you want mini me and you's? i was shocked from what he said 

"of course i do! now back to the point have you talked to the doctors about a trantment plan?"

"not yet my doctor said once i get back i will start chemotherapy and then see whay happens from there" i say trying to crack a small smile

"we will get threw this together, i promise!"

"pinky promise?" i smile

"pinky promise" he says holding my pinky in his.