His Devious Smile [Na Jaemin] 2

26. Field of freedom ll

Y/n: because what I feel when I am up here is worth it

Jaemin: Worth it?

Y/n: Yeah, not everything is about the place or something special

Jaemin: *looks around* What you see here…you can see it anywhere

Y/n: True it's just a field of green grass during their first period of blooming. It's just a clear sky soon coverd in could that are going to cry their heart out

Jaemin: Then...?

Y/n: but for me it's not exactly what I see more about what I feel when I see this

Jaemin: What do you feel then?

Y/n: I feel like I am no longer caved and no one can hold me back. I can run as fast as possible and trip and hurt myself and I will have to fix the wound myself

Jaemin: *inhales deeply* You like this place you are on your own and feel free

Y/n: To simply understand my need to be here then yes *touches the grass*

Jaemin: I know many people would have the urge to runaway especially if their life is difficult

Y/n: I know that many people are probably living worst than me but for each human their life is the worst

Y/n: Thats because we are living our own life and the rest wouldn't understand our pain

Jaemin: What if they have gone through the same?

Y/n: For some people it's horrible to lose a mother but some people handle it well. For some people it's better to drop out of school than deal with those problems

Y/n: People from the outside probably think my life is easy because in their eyes my life isn't difficult

Jaemin: I...it makes sense

Y/n: Many people probably came here before me but I still have this as my runaway place

Jaemin: When was the first time you came here? *walks beside Y/n*

Y/n: When I was six years old
Jaemin: have you lived here for that long?

Y/n: Yeah I was born in this town and I lived here until the present day

Jaemin: I know nothing about you as I thought. May I ask why you did come here when you were six?

Y/n: my parents were fighting because of me. I heard yelling and shouting so I ran away because I couldn’t stand the noise *looks at Jaemin*

Jaemin: *holds Y/n’s hand* I don’t know what you been through but I am always here for you and its kind of fresh here

Y/n: Thanks Jaemin *leans her head onto his shoulder* I like it to have someone here

Jaemin: I like it here too so then can I join you here more often?

Y/n: I rather not have anyone around me….but you are special

Jaemin: *blushes* Why did you choose to come today?

Y/n: *walks beside Jaemin holding his hand*  I don’t know

Jaemin: That’s also a good answer. If you don’t know then you know

Y/n: I just felt like I wanted to come here with you

Jaemin: *hugs Y/n* I cant wait to come here with you