His Devious Smile [Na Jaemin] 2

43. Don't be mad

Jaemin's point of view-
Jaemin: Then why does she hate me now?

Alia: I don’t know to be honest Jaemin. Maybe something happened between you guys at the festival that she didn’t speak about

Jaemin: she saw me….*exhales deeply* should I even speak about it?

Alia: I never saw Y/n fall for anyone, she would always be ready to get rejected and no one of us understood why

Alia: Until she explained a bit but then she did fall for you and had no intention of getting rejected until things happened

Jaemin: She didn’t even speak to me in class when we got paired up for an assignment *exhales* I am so clueless about Y/n

Alia: Well I don’t know if I am much of a help but don’t give up

Jaemin: Why? I don’t think I will give up now but….

Alia: she told me that even if she let go of someone she wishes that they hold onto her because she was probably hurt or angry when she was deciding to leave someone

Jaemin: Hard to play or just hard on herself…..

Alia: Well I can't stay out any longer I have to get home and then meet Y/n

Jaemin: *exhales and smiles* Thank You for even coming to see me talk about Y/n

Alia: *chuckles* This was nothing, I hope everything ends well between you and Y/n

Jaemin: so do I! *Waves to Alia* Good luck with Jisung as well!

Alia: *stops* What do you mean?

Jaemin: *winks* you know what I mean *starts walking*

Alia & Y/n- Author’s point of view
Alia kind of felt trapped and worried. Hearing that Jaemin was seriously looking for a door to open up and finally get along with Y/n made her worry if they will ever make it.

She has stayed with Y/n for the past weeks and she didn’t notice that Y/n was even peaking at Jaemin. In Alia’s eyes, their love or there is no hope between them, but she didn’t want to tell Jaemin that because he looked so anxious.

Not only that but Y/n can change her mind in a millisecond. Y/n had no intention of telling anyone what happened that day because she was shattered and sad about everything.

She wanted to change her mind so many times but she forced herself to look away even if she got hurt in the process.

Y/n: Why aren’t you eating? You said you wanted pasta, I know it’s not your mothers' food but I think it's kinda worth the money

Alia: No it's not the food I am thinking about something else

Y/n: Which is more important than food? What could that possibly be? *chews her food*

Alia: You won't like it when I say it

Y/n: This kinda shit annoys me! Just say it already! *stops eating*

Alia: Promise you won't be mad?

Y/n: Ugh! I hate this but fine I promise

Alia: I was thinking about you and Jaemin *looks away* Are you mad? I am-

Y/n: I wish I could be mad or even the slightest bit annoyed but I am not *looks away*

Alia: Oh? I was sure you were mad at him because you cut all the connections you had with him. You also barely looked at him

Y/n: That’s not because I am mad it’s because I am hurt by his actions.

Y/n: If I even look at him for a second the will to run back into his arm increases

Alia: Do you still like him?