His Devious Smile [Na Jaemin] 2

2.4 Will she forgive me?

Jaemin: *walks behind Heachan to the kitchen*

Renjun: I will join! Since the two of you might burn up the place

Heachan: I will only do that if you are here! YOU ARE THE WORST CHEF

Jisung: No, don't tell me they have started already

Y/n: Are they always like this?

Mark: have you seen them, Heachan and Rejun doing a project alone *laughs*

Chenle: They got an C+ on it since Jeno helped them during the end or it would have been a pure and clean F

Y/n: Speaking about Jeno, where is he?

Mark: he told me a new dude is in town which is his friend

Y/n: Oh, someone new...

Chenle: Jeno said that he is the same ago as Mark

Mark: Born in 1999?

Jisung: Shocking how Jeno even knows a 1999

Chenle: Forget that, Y/n you ready?

Jaemin’s point of view- inside the kitchen
I know I deserve a punishment, but isn’t this so violent? Seeing that Y/n doesn’t care about me or that she barely wants to see me stings at the innermost part of my heart. I did a mistake, but what could I do for that person to grab me and kissed me without my permission?

I never wanted to do anything with anyone unless they were Y/n. My love for her will never vanish but it keeps making me mad at myself for my dumb and childish mistake. If I was more careful or had stopped that person in time life would have been better right now.

I will do everything I can to help her find her brother, maybe then she will forgive me

Heachan: is it only me or do I feel like Y/n is colder to you than before?

Jaemin: She thinks I kissed another person on purpose

Renjun: What? How?

Jaemin: after the concert, I was looking for Y/n and suddenly a girl came with some gifts and took me to the side while I was looking for Y/n.

Jaemin: Suddenly she kissed me just the moment I saw Y/n run towards me *washes the vegetables*

Renjun: oh, yes you fucked up badly. Good luck *starts cutting the chicken*

Heachan: Then it makes sense, but why did she come with you now then?

Jaemin: she needed help to track down someone and I mentioned to Chenle, that he could help

Renjun: You think she will forgive you just because you brought her to Chenle?

Jaemin: No, but it’s a start once and for all *exhales deeply*

Heachan: I honestly thought she would leave once she knew about your past, but she remained even after I gave her a warning

Jaemin: you scared her so badly that she was avoiding me for a while

Heachan: my job was done and forgotten *smiles and boils the water*

Jaemin: Do you think she will ever forgive me?

Renjun: Honesty I want to say "No" but based on who I read Y/n-

Heachan: He takes to long to come to the point, he means Y/n isn't the type to not forgive someone she loves