His Devious Smile [Na Jaemin] 2

2.7 They found him

Jaemin: *sits on the balcony on the second floor*

Y/n: *runs back with food* Here you go, even if you cooked it *smiles*

Author's point of view- Balcony

Both of them sat there wondering what to say to break the awkward silence. With the beautiful and rare view of the night sky. You could see the steam from the food flying far up as they started to eat the delicious food. Neither of them knew where their relationship was at, were they friends? Will they go back to how it used to be? Slowly time was running away from them and Jaemin knew that if he wanted to be forgiven he had to do something quickly. Then slowly from his dry throat, he coughs up some words.

Jaemin: Do you like the food?

Y/n: Yes *stops eating* Your food has always been good

Jaemin: You should eat up all of it, you didn't get to eat at your place

Y/n: Neither did you

Jaemin: That's why I am eating with you, my tummy said *roar*

Y/n: *chuckles* Funny, since mine just did the same. But your food managed to make me full, I feel I am a pregnant lady

Jaemin: That makes me the father then since I made you full

Y/n; *looks away* I guess, Jaemin why did you want to help me?

Jaemin: *Exhales deeply* Because, I feel that.....because I simply want to help you even if I won't get anything out of it

Y/n: What do you mean you won't get anything out of it? Being with me is something you wanted and when you help me, I am with you

Jaemin: I wanted to say so but I didn't since I thought you might have felt comfortable

Y/n: Why would I be uncomfortable?

Jaemin: I don't know what to say right now, all I can think about is the fact that you need to forgive me for my foolish mistake during the Music festival

Y/n: Seeing the one you like, no, the one you love kiss another female just when you are about to expose your feelings isn't a good situation to be in

Jaemin: *exhales deeply* I-

Y/n: But we didn't date during that time so you are allowed to kiss or do anything with-

Jaemin: *stands up* Enough, don't start talking as if you don't know my feelings. I have liked you since day one that's why I showed interest to start with

Y/n: *grabs Jaemin's hand* It isn't easy to believe that a person you don't deserve is interested in you. You have a fucked up past just like me and it doesn't' seem like we are good for each other-

Jaemin: You are saying that before trying or giving us a chance. I am not going to force you to do anything but my heart wants to be forgiven and even if you hate me I will always help you

Jisung: *runs in* We found him!

Y/n: What? *stands up*

Jisung: Chenle managed to find some information 

Y/n: Jaemin! They found him! 

Jaemin: Run and see! *smiles*

Y/n: *runs after Chenle* How? How did you find him? What did you find about him?

Jaemin: *smiles walking behind her* heachan, did they really find him?

Heachan: You think they didn't? We are talking about Chenle and Mark 

Renjun: Did Y/n get to eat? I saw rice fall out of her mouth as she ran

Jaemin: She didn't get time to even eat her food, when will she start eating properly *sighs*