His Devious Smile [Na Jaemin] 2

37. Dandelions

Kira: I think she has a lot on her mind. Let her be

Mai: is the good enough? What if she really wanted us there

Daxia: Attention seeker *rolls her eyes*

Y/n’s point of view- The school gate
“Don’t let the anger and pain get a hold of yourself” is something both of my parents used to say to me. I dealt with anger issues since I was born in that case. I would always punch someone or throw something at someone to see them miserable only because they slightly pissed me off.

I wasn’t a holy or a great kid. I don’t even love myself for who I used to be. How could my parents ever have loved me? I don’t want to be the person I used to be.

Smoking, drinking and all of the other bad habits at such a young age. What did I think? Now, I am harshing my friends and pushing them away just to do what? I don’t know. I can't stay here any longer.

The music was just getting too loud and the place got more crowded as I slowed down. I couldn’t find the strength or will to walk away when I saw him enter the stage.

Alia: See I told everyone you wouldn’t leave

Y/n: I am going to leave I just got stopped by the crowd

*Playoff the song at the top*

Jaemin: *speaking from the stage* Today I will be performing a song with my fellow bandmates named Dandelions by Ruth B.

Y/n: (is that the song he said he wanted me to hear?)

Mai: Y/n, didn’t you choose that song?

Kate: I would be surprised if you didn’t cause whenever you hear that song you go all crazy sweetly and adorably that makes me laugh

Y/n: I didn’t choose that song. I told him that he can choose

Star: Wait isn’t that the song you wanted us to rehearse?

Sarah: You forced me to play it on guitar

Y/n: We never managed to finish it so there was no use

Jaemin: *looking at Y/n from stage* This song goes to a special person because I dedicate this song to us. Even if we are bad for the rest we are good for ourselves *smiles*

Y/n: *looks away and blushes* Fuck

Youngil: Looks like he is really into you

Kira: He even looked at you. How did he even spot you in the crowded place?

Daxia: Weren't you over him right now? a minute ago?

Y/n; Only because he isn’t over me doesn't mean I am not over him

Mizuki: So you are over him?

Y/n: And I see forever in your eyes, I feel okay when I see you smile *start singing*

Jaemin: *starts singing* Wishing on dandelions all of the time

Y/n: Praying to god that one day you will be mine

Mai: Then he picked the song you liked from the start. What a coincidence

Jaemin: *continues to sing* I think you are the one for me *looks at Y/n*

Y/n: *smiles without realizing it* He screwed me over before I could turn bad

Alia: What do you mean?