Waltzing Above The Clouds [Celebrity Series 2]

Chapter 28

Giselle

"Mahal na mahal kita, Giselle. Sana alam at naririnig mo 'to."

I also want to say it back to Oliver.. that I love him so much. I want to let him know that time how much he means to me.. how painful it is to me that I have to leave him alone here. I want to pull him and embrace him tightly, too. I want to kiss him while I'm saying my I love you's to him.

I have to many wants that I can't even do to him or even say it to him. I just have to let him go like that.

My hold on the pillow tightened when I felt his embrace getting tighter around my waist as he kept telling me that he loves me so much. He was also crying silently on my shoulder, scared that he might accidentally wake me up.

I was fighting my urges so hard to hug him back. Oliver can't know that I'm awake. I also do not want to look at his face now because I know myself.. I would just throw myself back to him. I bit my lower lip when I felt tears forming in my eyes. I still kept my eyes closed to avoid the tears from falling.

I felt Oliver's lips touched the side of my head before letting go of me. Naramdaman kong umalis na siya sa kama ko at naglakad paalis. When I heard the door closed, I opened my eyes causing the tears that I've been holding started to stream down my face.

Bumangon ako para tumingin sa saradong pinto ng kwarto ko. I thought of running out of my room and chase him to give him a hug. But I didn't do it.. I knew it was a bad idea. Instead, I just walked towards the sliding door of my balcony. I went out and from here, in my balcony, I watched him leaving my house, devastatingly.

"I want to hold you so bad, love," I whispered. Hindi ko na napigilang humikbi ng humikbi sa sobrang pananakit ng dibdib ko. I covered my mouth, afraid that I might wake someone up.

My knees felt weak so, I just let myself fell on the floor. I was shaking so bad that I even got worried about myself. Sinubukan kong kumalma, pinatahan ko ang sarili ko, but I couldn't. It felt like I was breaking inside and out.

Even though I have lost all of my strength, I still tried and managed to walk myself back to my bed. I continued crying my heart out in the bed until I fell asleep.

The next morning, I woke up to an unexpected visitor. She knows that I'm not ready to face her and I don't think I ever will. I was not in the mood because of last night, she came in a bad time.

No one woke me up and I don't think they have a plan to wake me. Buti nalang ay nagising pa ako ng kusa, nasaktuhan ko pang kakarating lang ni Harper. Shawn was the one who welcomed her.

"What are you fucking doing here?" They both turned around to look at me, walking down the stairs. I saw Harper's eyes widened and noticed fear filled her eyes. "You've got the nerves to show yourself here after everything that happened."

"Giselle, calm down," hinarang ni Shawn ang isa niyang braso sa akin dahil inakala niyang susugurin ko si Harper. Well, I really might, but I wouldn't let myself go down her level. "She's here to talk to you."

"Yes, it's true, I do not want to fight." I can feel she's scared by the way she speaks to me. As she should, I will really ruined her life! Dapat nga ay magkasama sila ng kaibigan niyang demonyo!

"I have nothing to say to you, leave," I coldly said and turned around. I don't want to hear whatever she's going to tell me.

"Please, Giselle," Harper begged. She tried to reached for my hand to hold but pushed her hand away. I glared at her, making her take a step backwards from me.