Larsadie

~S-E-V-E-N-T-E-E-N~

Sadie POV

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        It took me awhile to cry myself to sleep that night, and I had nothing but nightmares; until I hear my alarm clock. Groggily, I throw my pillow over it, knocking it over and off my night stand. I sit up, and wipe my tear stains away.

        "Do I have to go."

        I'll have to see Lars.

        I sloppily fix my shirt, and wobble out of my room, feeling more tears swell up in my eyes. I look at my hand, and its light purple.

        At least I gave Jenny a good punch.

        Now she has a mark

        I go to my bathroom and rap it up in some gauze that's under my sink. I  look at myself in the mirror.

        Of course he left you

        I see a tear run down my face, and I quickly wipe it away with my good hand.

        You're nothing

        Closing the door behind me, I run downstairs and out of the house. I close the front door and hop over the three steps, and jog to work. As I pass by the houses, and the beach, I feel less happy then ever before.

        What's wrong with me

        Making it to the Big Donut in only about ten minutes, I see no one in sight. Unlocking the door, I turn on the lights, and turn the sign to 'OPEN' and I grab my broom. Trying not to think about Lars, I sweep at an easy pace. Just as I think I'm feeling better, the 'ding' of the door, and I lift my head, and see Steven.

        "Hey Sadie? You OK?" Quickly I nod and wipe almost all my tears away,

        "Y-Yeah Steven, I'm good." Suddenly, I hear my phone go off, and I sigh, taking it out of my pocket, and Lars sent me a video.

        "Sadie."

        "Hm?"

        "You're crying." Steven says and I hiccup and wipe them away again. Sitting down at one of the tables, Steven sits in front of me,

        "what is it?"

        "it's from Lars." he's about to ask something again, but I stop him as I start the video, and turn the volume up.

        "Hey there Lars."

        "J-Jenny!"

        I listen, but I couldn't hold the tears anymore, and a few fall down my face. He recorded it to shove it in my face, didn't he!

        "So, you finally got away from the donut girl?"

        "Her name is Sadie, and she is my girl." I feel my heart slightly thud

        I'm his girl?

        Still?

        Jenny laughs obnoxiously, making me grip my good hand in anger,

        "Just your girl? Not a girlfriend?"

        "I know she won't say yes."

        I softly say to myself, to Jennys comment,

        "Yes I would."

        "She thinks your an outcast, worse than her!"