THE UNWANTED (COMPLETED)

31-HARPER NOLASCO

Harper Nolasco

  Lily rushed out.

"Let her be Logan! She need to be alone and think! I'm not sorry for saying it you know that I'm telling the truth! Its painful for me too, to think of letting her go! Its painful!!" Logan stayed quiet. I know he can understand me. We, of all people. Logan is very attached to her. He knows Mary's boundaries. He also just can't let her go. Its hard.

We can't still accept it. We thought that after her operation she will be slowly okay and we can now see her smile again but we're wrong. Her operation is dangerous. The Neurologist almost can't save her. Her Tumor is already severe.

We are shockingly can't process it. She's healthy before. She look like fit and healthy person before. I remembered how she unashamedly plucked her affection to me. I was a bit shocked and nervous. I thought it was just an effect of disgust. I thought and I planted it inside of my head that I didn't like her and she's a disgusting lady. I also treated her like my Number 1 bitch fan. I really planned on ignoring her presence, her affection, her romance, her chases and her love for me. I thought it was just a scheme. I thought she was just really a bitch who wanted everyone's attention.

The first time she smile at me beautifully, she caught me off guard.

'Like what the fuck is wrong with her?? Is she kind of witch? Did she chanted a spell on me?'

I dislike her that's what I know. Everytime she's around, I can feel her presence. My nerves became tensed. So, I automatically ignored her. She's like getting on my nerves. In a different way. I cant explain.

I remembered the first time she stared at me blankly. It was like I was lost. I was lost into her eyes. It's deep, I can see the boundaries but it's like I can't reach it. It's invisible. She's invincible.

The flashback

It's February 14. Its my day. We're currently resting at the bleachers. There's no one here. We chose this place because students rather chose to stay in an air-conditioned room compare here. I was lying at the first stairs while the others sitting comfortably at the back.

"Harper Dude, What do you think about Natasha?" There's something rose inside of me when I heard her name. Its Anthony who asked it. I secretly swallowed hard. I don't know. I became tensed again. I can feel the different feeling again.

"She's a desperate bitch who only wants my attention. I dont like her. Clarisse is much better than her." I said it pointedly. It's unplanned. I said it to prevent myself from imagining her. I said it to prevent myself from thinking of her again. A seconds passed. Kier's voice made me nervous.

"N-natasha!" His shaking voice made me immediately sitted. There, I saw her standing a few feet from us. The tension rose. I can feel my nerves being tensed again. I stared at her like I'm not affected to her presence. She's very intimidating.

The lively eyes of her disappeared. The lovely smiled of her faded. She's no longer the Natasha who chases me. She's different. It added more nervousness to me. Her eyes are dead. I can no longer see the Natasha that I keep ignoring. She's like a different person. The silence embraced us, feels like a winter. Its very cold. It makes my knees shaken.

She started to walked. Coming to my way. The air inside of my body slowly disappearing. I feel like I'm gong to be suffocated. She stop infront of me. My hand almost trembled. I rounded it tightly. I looked up to her. She's towering me now. My lips gaped at the sight of her. It's really suffocating being near with her. The nervousness I feel, brought fear to me.