til forever falls apart (BWWM)

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"Y/N," Steve ran to my side, bending over and catching his breath. I threw my head back and sighed, "I really don't care what that asshole has to say." I mumbled, waiting for him to stand up straight. 

"But.. he..." Steve stuttered. I sighed and reached into his pocket, pulling out his inhaler and handing it to him. He thanked me by nodding, and then he took it. Standing up straight, he finally looked at me with a small smile. He said, "Bucky didn't mean it. He loves you."

"We "broke up" a week ago. If he loves me so bad, he would show it." I rolled my eyes, "He wouldn't go get another girlfriend and introduce her to us." Steve sighed, "Bucky really likes you. I'm sure he did it to make you jealous." 

"Steve, Bucky is a grown-ass man. He doesn't need anyone to make excuses for him." I kissed Steve on the cheek, "I'll see you later. Get some sleep before you get sick again." I walked back home and into the house. I took off my shoes and my jacket, laying them on the couch. I sat back in the kitchen chair as Pops came from the back.

"I thought I heard someone come in," He kissed my forehead, walking into the kitchen. "Don't you have school today?"

I shook my head, "No sir. I don't have school anymore." He nodded and leaned against the counter looking at me. Then, he lifted my face by putting his fingering my chin. He smiled and wiped my chin, "The scar's still there." I nodded, rubbing my chin myself. "Can we practice again?" 

He smiled, "Ma's gonna be angry." I humped my shoulders and stood up, cranked my neck. "She's always angry."

Soon, Pops was standing in front of me, holding his hands up ready to attack. "What's his name?"

I threw a punch at him. He dodged it effortlessly and pushed me forwards.

"Doesn't matter." I swiped at his leg, causing him to stumble. He regains his balance quickly and hits my shoulder. I winced. "It does," Pops mumbled, "Every day, you come home angrier than the day before. He's pissing you off, Y/N. You're letting him get too close."

I cocked my head to the side, throwing a punch to his face, but he dodged again. He grabbed my arm and threw me into the wall, knocking down another picture. "He's not close enough. I know what I'm doing."  Pops nodded, "He told you he loved you, didn't he?"

I hated how easily he could read me. I thought after all these years I could had my feeling from Dad, but he knew how I was feeling before I did. No matter what I said or did, he knew how I really felt. Some days it felt like a blessing. Days like this felt like a curse. 

"I can handle it," I mumbled, sitting against the wall. "Trust me." 

"You know, I want to." Pops sat down beside me, "But if you're anything like me, you fall in love too easily. You're just too afraid to admit it." I looked at him, frowning, "I'm nothing like you." 

Pops stared at me. He didn't look angry. He just looked distant like he was thinking of what to say next. When his lips finally parted, he said, "Good."

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I was shaken awake by Bucky hitting my leg. I groaned and kicked him back, "Let me sleep." I moaned as he threw the covers off of me. I reached for any type of warmth, which just so happened to be him. I pulled him back to me and wrapped my body on his. Bucky chuckled, "Doll, we have to leave soon. They're expecting us."

I sighed and nodded. Then, Bucky kissed my side, saying, "If you get up right now, I'll make it up to you later."

I lifted my head from the sheets and smirked, "You can't bribe me with sex." Bucky opened his mouth in an 'o' shape. "You must not remember how I put it down." He mumbled, tickling my sides. I laughed and pushed him away from me. "It wasn't good. That's why I don't remember." I joked, but Bucky didn't laugh. He just stared at me with a smirk. 

"Oh, god, Bucky," He mocked in a girly tone, "Don't stop. Fuck, you're so good." I hit his thigh, but he didn't stop. "I can't take it." I threw my hand over his mouth, straddling his hips. "We get the point." I whispered. He licked my hand. I pulled it away from his mouth and rubbed it on his shirt. I stood on the floor and walked over to my bag to put clothes on.

Bucky did the same and tried pulling his hair back into a bun, but it didn't work. After hearing him curse himself, I finally stood up and moved his hands. "Squat, " I mumbled. He did, and I started running my hands through his hair, trying to tame it. "You need to cut it," I mumbled. 

"Yeah, I will eventually." I managed to untangle his hair and pull it back into a bun, leaving some parts down. When I pulled away, he stood and kissed my cheek, "Thank you." 

"Let's go." 

We ended up making it to the palace with an hour. T'Challa welcomed us to the round table, where Queen Ramonda and Shuri sat. I nodded to them and sat on the opposite seat with Buck by my side. "Go on, Dr. Banner. They're here." 

Bruce came up on the screen after a second. He looked at me disappointed before looking back down at what he had in his hands. "As of December 22nd, the Avengers Initiative has been revoked and anything in the participating members' possession will be confiscated." Bruce read. I frowned, already knowing it was General Ross's doing. 

"As for Y/N Y/L/N, she shall be arrested and stand trial for her treason against the United Nations.  If you value your freedom, you will see to it that she will be trialed immediately." Bruce looked up at me and frowned. "Sam was taken in this morning after he tried to hide where you were. Don't worry. Tony got him out."

I sighed and bowed my head, "How long do I have before they come looking again?" I asked, standing from the table. "They can't come into Wakanda. Not without our permission. You're safe here." T'Challa promised.

I sighed and swallowed. I tried to find some words that didn't raise their suspicions, but nothing came to mind. I've been waiting for this day to come for a while. I've done things I can't hide anymore.

"Bruce, when can I be picked up?" 

"Tony's on his way." I nodded and looked at Bucky, who stared at me emptily, "What did you do?"

"If I answer that question, I don't think you would like me anymore."