Whisper Of Love

Chapter 16

I'm now standing in front of many people, I take a deep breath and close my eyes, my feet are trembling because of nervous, I hold the microphone and relax myself.

" Go Belleee!" But when I heard his voice shouting my name I smiled and felt relieved.

" Kapatid ko yan!" Sigaw naman ni kuya, hindi ko alam kung maiiyak ako sa posisyon ko, kakanta lang naman ako pero pakiramdam ko napakaswerte ko.

I just realized how blessed I am to have them on my life, they're always here for me, to support me on achieving my dreams, they didn't know what happened to me this past few days, I didn't tell them, I don't want to be burden to them, I know they having a hard time, that's why all I can do is smile and act like nothing happened.

When I was little all I do is play, read fantasy book and dream like a princess, I'm to naive that time but now I realized that living in this world are difficult, I started to be confused on everything.

I started to think on how can I helped them, how to manage money, kahit sa pagtitira at pagtitipid ay nagagawa ko na, natuto akong mag pahalaga sa lahat ng binibigay nila sakin, kung anong meron kami natutuwa na ako, hindi na ako nag hahanap pa ng iba dahil alam kong hanggang doon lang makakayanan namin sa buhay.

Because of the flashback happen to me when I was little, all the nervous that I feel on my body vanish. Jae is standing in front of many people, he mumbled some words and waved his hand.

" I got you! I'm here" I smiled at him and started to sing.

"In a perfect storybook
The world is brave and good
A hero takes your hand
A sweet love will follow

But a life's a different game
The sorrow and the pain
Only you can change
Your world tomorrow" I started to swing my gown and feel the air by waving my hand.

"Let your smile light up the sky
Keep your spirit soaring high"  I saw how kuya smiled widely at me, we suffered on a very young age, just to lived.

"Trust in your heart and your sun shines forever and ever
Hold fast to kindness
Your light shines forever and ever
I believe in you and in me
We are strong" alam ko sa sarili ko na kaya ko, pang hinaan man ako ng loob pero patuloy parin ako sa pag bangon, dahil alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi lang hanggang dito ang magagawa ko.

"When "Once upon a time"
In stories and in rhyme
A moment you can shine
And wear your own crown" nakita kong sabay sabay nilang winagayway ang kanilang kamay.

I didn't expect this to happened, all my life, mas nag focus ako sa pag guhit, alam ko sa sarili ko na marunong ako sa pag awit ngunit wala akong lakas ng loob, but now I'm want to keep this moment.

"Trust in your heart and your sun shines forever and ever
Hold fast to kindness
Your light shines forever and ever
I believe in you and in me
We are strong" nang matapos ang aking pag awit, wala akong ibang nagawa kundi ngumiti sa mga taong nasa aking harapan.

" Thank you contestant number 9 for your wonderful performance!" Ngiti nito sakin, ginawaran ko din ito ng ngiti " You're voice still tickling my ear drums!" Habol nito " Keep it up dear!" Masigla nitong thumbs up sakin.

Nang makabalik ako sa backstage ay nakahinga na ako ng maluwag.

" Ate Zai!?" Nagulat ako sa sumigaw sa pangalan ko, makasigaw naman ito parang isang kilometro ang layo ko