I'm standing in front of the mansion, I don't know to feel anymore, hindi ko akalain na dadating sa punto na kakailanganin kong mag makaawa para lang hindi ako iwan.
Hindi ko kayang iiwas sa sarili ko dahil alam ko mismo na gusto ko siya, at mas malalim pa sa inaakala ko.
Nasasaktan ako at napakahirap tanggapin na anytime pwede siyang mawala, na pwede niya akong iwan kailan man niya gustuhin, pero hindi niya intensyon at 'yon na siguro ang pinakamasakit sa lahat.
" I told you he's givip up " naiinis ako na sa tuwing pinanghihinaan ako, nandito 'tong mukhang balakwit na 'to.
Hindi ko siya pinapansin alam ko naman na ang nais niyang iparating " Konting oras nalang ang nalalabi para mapa-sakin ang kaluluwa niya" naiiyak na naman ako, pwede bang tama na? Pahingain niyo naman na'ko oh
"I..don't want him to leave.." humarap ako sakanya na maga ang mga mata kakaiyak, hindi ko alam kung ilang oras na nga ba akong umiiyak.
Ngumiti ito sa'kin, napapalibutan na naman ng itim na mahika ang mga kamay niya, halatang tuwang tuwa sa nangyayari.
"But I want him to be happy that's why.." natigilan ito bigla " I'll set him free" alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ako sang-ayon sa mga sinabi ko, alam ng diyos kung paano ko pagsisihan sa huli lahat ng desisyon ko ngayon.
" That's good then" ngiti nito sa'kin, agad itong nakalapit sa'kin at marahang hinaplos ang buhok ko, naramdaman ko pa ang hinihinga nito sa leeg ko bago ito mawala.
" I know you have a feelings for him.." I frozed when I heard guardian's boy, napatingin agad ako sa malaking pintuan ng mansion.
He's dark aura are making me nervous, may istura siya ibang iba sa nakita ko noong una kami nagkita.
" And I know how hard it is to let go someone who you treasure the most" kahit sino naman masasaktan eh, gina-gashlight ko lang naman sarili ko.
" Wala namang madali sa pag d-desisyon"habol ko sa kanya " Kahit tama na ang ginawa mo, masasaktan at masasaktan ka" kinuha ko ang bag na dala-dala ko.
" The first time he saw you at the library.. I was there" kinuha ko ang maliit na pouch ko at nakita doon ang regalo niya sa'kin.
" At first I was shocked because of the ability you have, I don't know why it has to be you.." saad niya.
Natatamaan ng liwanag ng buwan ang bracelet na binigay sa'kin ni Jae kaya naman kuminang-kinang ito.
" He told me about you.. and I can't help but to feel happy for him that time.." pumapatak na naman ang mga luha ko, kakayanin ko ba?
" That time that he disappeared.. he tried to look for answer so he can finally stay to you permanently belle.. but he failed" I stared at guardian and I can say that he's really telling me the truth.
" He couldn't tell you who really he is cause he's scared that you might avoid him after knowing the truth" nung grandball, kahit na ikasasakit niya ginawa padin niya para sa'kin.
" He's always right there whenever you're in trouble, I told him to stay away from you because black is watching every steps he make but he's too hardheaded than I thought " napangiti pa ito sa sinabi niya.
" The day he fought with those boys after you were kidnapped, he disobeyed me again, and still because of you Maria Zaybelle " sinuot ko sa aking kamay ang bracelet na binigay niya.
BINABASA MO ANG
Whisper Of Love
Fanfiction" Boring" I said, everything make's me boring and I hate it, I don't have any friend's that I can call ' Buddy ' because life is sucks and I don't like trusting anyone this day's. Maria Zaybelle is one of the scholar and ranked student of Montecillo...
