Give me love (BXB)

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

Since that night happened, bumalik nanaman sa dating gawi si Sean madalas narin itong hindi sumasabay sa pagkain saakin, minsan narin itong umuwi and when he's back he's always gets drunk at may kasamang ibang omega. Every night I always hear their voices from the wall na halos ikadurog ko, ewan koba at bakit ako napaibig sa taong kahit kailan hindi makikita ang halaga ko, he'll just see me as the weak and disgusting omega.

"Sir? " I snapped out of my thoughts, liningon ko ang mga employee ko na masayang nag iinuman.

Right now, we were having a birthday party. Sa sobrang dami ng iniisip ko ay diko namalayang birthday ko. Nakita ko naman ang alalang mukha nila saakin kaya naman pinilit kong ngumiti para sa kanila, kaagad naman napilitan ang pag aalala nila ng tuwa saka nagsiyahan ulit sila pero ramdam ko parin ang alalang tingin ni Steve saakin.

"You're not okay right? " Aniya.

Ilang minuto kaming natahimik bago ako bumuntong hininga saka pilit parin na ngumiti sa kanya. "Don't worry, I'm fine. "

I shouldn't feel sad while others are having fun to celebrate my birthday, they put a lot of effort in it at kung dahilan sa pag sisimangot ko masisira lahat then maybe I'll just let myself get drunk and think about something else than my problems. Kumuha ako ng tequila saka uminom ng isang shot, halos mapapikit ako dahil sa init ng lalamunan ko dahilan sa alak pero kumuha pa ako ng isang shot saka ininom.

I felt I'm a little tipsy, ilang shot narin nainom ko, nagulat naman ako nang biglang mag ring ang cellphone ko, sinagot ko naman ito.

"Hello? "

"Happy birthday Dorean, sorry I can't come tonight but don't worry bukas babawi ako" Rinig kong sabi ng mama ni Sean.

"Hindi, okay lang po" I smiled.

"Don't be, I'm your mom from the moment you married my son. So, just let me celebrate your birthday tomorrow. Okay? " Aniya.

"Okay po"

"If your sister is still alive, you both will be celebrating your birthday" Malungkot nitong sabi na ikinatahimik ko. "Oh, siya Dorean. I'll see you tomorrow"

Pinatay na nito ang tawag kaya naman ibinaba ko na ang cellphone sa aking tenga, napatingin ako sa orasan and it's already 11: 30 pm, biglang nag vibrate ang cellphone ko at nakita kong may nagtext saakin.

"Come outside, I have something to show you"

Nagpaalam naman ako sa mga employees ko at umalis na sa aking kompanya, nang makarating ako sa labas ay bumungad sa akin ang isang itim na sasakyan. Sumakay na ako, napatingin naman ako sa kanya and he gave me a warm smile. Isinuot ko ang seatbelt saka nito pinaandar ang kotse.

Sheryl and I are totally different, she's an alpha and I'm an omega, our parents are both alphas kaya naman nag taka sila ng maging isa akong omega, Sheryl is everyone's ideal. She's pretty and smart at the same time, kaya naman dati ay hindi ko maiwasang hindi mainggit sa kanya but don't get me wrong I love my sister. It's just she's so good at everything habang ako hindi, my parents adore her so much, they will buy her everything she wants and if may pupuntahan sila pasasamahin nila ito while me? I'll just stay inside my room.

I did hate myself before for being an omega, naiinis ako kasi bakit pa akong pinanganak na omega but then I met Sean, the moment I first saw him I fell in love with him, he's my everything until one day he told me how much he hates omega kaya naman itinago ko na isa akong omega just to get close to him and then she met Sheryl and they both fell in love, you know what hurts? Is when how they both look mesmerized by each other while I'm there looking at them hurting by myself.

I never thought that the love of my parents to Sheryl and the love they give to me is unfair, palagi ko sinasabi na mahal na mahal din ako ng mga magulang ko that they even let me join in every celebration of Sheryl's birthday. Everyone thoughts that me and my sister has the same birthday but little did they know we're not, she was born in Feb. 20 the time when my mom gave birth to me is the same exact date of her birthday pero alam kong hindi talaga sa araw na yun dahil nakita ko ang birth certificate ko and it says na nung makalabas na ako sa sinapupunan ni mama it's already 12:10 am. That means sa Feb. 21 pa ang birthday ko.

No one knows about my birthday, all this time they think they are celebrating my birthday but they really don't but there is one person who knew about my birthday. Bumalik ako reyalidad nang may tumunog na alarm sa isang cellphone, doon ko lang napansin na parang nasa isang mataas na lugar kami ng kasama ko. My eyes went into the cake he is holding and there is also a candle on it.

"Happy birthday Dorean" Nakangiting sabi ni Brent.

Tears burned my eyes, but I fought them hard to keep them at bay. I smiled at him, hihipan kona sana ang kandila but he stopped me.

"How about we sing a happy birthday song? "

A small chuckle escaped from my lips at naramdaman kona rin ang pangingilid ng aking luha sa mata, I took a deep breath before I sang a happy birthday song to myself.

"Ha-Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, Happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to me"

I don't know but because I'm so tipsy, naramdaman ko ang pagbuhos ng mga luha ko habang kinakantahan ko ang sarili ko, kasabay ng aking pag iyak ay pilit kong pag ngiti, I'll probably look insane right now. Crying while laughing, celebrating my birthday. Hindi ko nagawang hipan ang kandila, yumuko ako hanggang sa napahagulgol ako.

Yung sakit na nararamdaman ko ilang taon kong tiniis ay ngayon ko lamang nailabas, naramdaman kong ibinaba ni Brent ang cake, hinila naman ako nito saka niyakap.

"Pagod na ako" Bulong ko sa kanya.

His arms tighten around me, hindi ito nagsalita at hinayaan lamang ako nitong umiyak sa kanyang mga bisig.