Give me love (BXB)

Chapter 35

Chapter 35

Dahan-dahan kong iminulat ang mga mata ko, bumungad naman saakin ang natutulog na mukha ni Sean, biglang bumalik ang mga nangyari kaya diko maiwasang hindi mamula.

I guess, I'm so weak when it comes to him.

Maybe he really deserve a second chance. He suddenly moved and the bed shifted making me held my breath, ilang segundo akong nag hintay na imulat nito ang kanyang mga mata pero hindi niya ito ginawa.

I touched his forehead to check if he's fever is still high and I suddenly felt relieved when he's not really that hot anymore.

I should probably cook something for him, he must be very hungry.

Dahan-dahan ko naman inalis ang kamay niya na nakahawak sa aking bewang pero nagulat ako nang mas humigpit ang hawak niya at mas isiniksik ang sarili sa aking lalaki, I can feel his soft hair touching my nose, I slowly leaned closer and sniffed his scent.

As I thought, Sean pheromones makes me comfortable. I miss it, I miss everything about him.

Umiling naman ako saka pilit na tinatanggal ang kamay niya hanggang sa nakaalis na nga ako, I stretched my body before getting out of my room and went to kitchen.

My eyes wonder around, looking some ingredients to cook something for him, I decided to cook a soup for him lalo na't hindi pa ito ganun kagaling, inilabas kona ang mga ingredients saka nagsimulang magluto.

As I was busy making a food for him, I felt a strong arm wrapped around my waist and I felt Sean head leaned on my shoulder giving me a back hugged.

"I was so scared....I dream about you leaving me and when I woke up you're not by my side anymore.....I thought you really did left me" He breathed.

Hindi ako nagsalita at hinayaan lamang ako nitong yakapin, I did planned to leave him but I wasn't expecting him to tell me those. How can I leave him when he's like this?

"You're begging me to let you go but l can't. kahit anong gawin ko I still need you Dorean. I still want you back even how many times you pushed me away l'm still going to chase you no matter what because I still love you."

"I love you." I gasped and tilted my head to the side and looked at Sean who's still leaning against my shoulder. "I love you so much... That's why, please don't leave me... I promise, I'll be good... I won't do something that it'll hurt you, please... Baby, come back to me"

Pinatay ko naman ang apoy, saka nilingon siya. Nakayuko parin ito kaya naman hindi ko masyado nakikita ang mukha nito, napakagat naman ako ng labi dahil hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko. Sean spent his 2 years of his life waiting for me to come back to me, kapag hindi niya ako nahanap ay hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan pa siya mag hihintay sa pag babalik ko sa kanya.

"Sean, what you sai—"

"Please, don't tell me you're going to file an annulment between us... Please, don't tell me you made your decision of leaving me" His voice broke and looked away.

Mabilis ang pag iwas ng tingin ni Sean saakin pero nakita ko, nakita ko ang luha na bumubuhos sa kanyang mga mata. He lowered his head trying to hide his tears, Sean never cried before. Kahit nung namatay ang kapatid ko at nililibing siya ay hindi ito umiyak but now seeing him crying because of me, begging me to not let him go breaks my heart.

"Please, I can't... I can't... I beg you"

Dahan-dahan kong inilapit ang kamay ko sa kanyang mukha, I cupped his cheeks and tilted his head so he can faced me. That's when I saw the tears that Sean was trying to hide from me, an alpha like him begging an omega. Sobrang laki ng pride nila that's why this is so new to me.

"Please, don't leave me... I'm begging you Dorean... I'll be good, hindi na ako mambababae.. H-hahayaan na kita just please stay with me " He held my hand on his cheeks and gave a pecked of kissed on it.

He's like a kid afraid of being alone, alam ko kung gaano kasakit ang ginawa niya saakin noon but seeing him like this para bang mas nasasaktan ako. I don't really have a plan kapag nagkahiwalay kami ni Sean, I also don't want to think of him marrying another person that's why for now.

I want to give him another chance.

Kahit na mas matangkad ito ay pinilit kong abutin ang luha niyang bumubuhos sa kanyang mga mata saka ito pinunasan, his eyes widen and met mine. I gave him a small smile before saying the words that made him so happy.

"Don't worry, I won't leave you. I'll stay by your side "