Flutter |h.s|

66

Grace

We walk into the house quietly, not wanting to draw attention to ourselves. The house is quiet, but there's a faint sound of Eli talking and a tv playing. He's probably talking to Katie.

Harry and I tried to extend our little date by going on a walk around the town and going in and out of little shops. Before we stopped home though, he ran into a drug store to get condoms. Only he came out with a full bag, so I don't know how much sex he's planning on having. I guess the world has to know Harry Styles is having sex.

It's about 11pm now, which means that hopefully Elias and Holly are gonna start going to bed soon. We're not trying to get caught by them.

"I say we take showers real quick and then I'll wish you a happy birthday." Harry mumbles into my ear from behind.

A small smile creeps onto my face as I nod, "Why don't you go take a shower first and I'll go show face around the other two so they don't come looking for us."

He grins, placing a light tap on my ass, "Sounds great to me."

I place a quick peck against his stubbly cheek before going to Holly's room first. I knock gently on the door before peeking in. "Hey girlie."

Holly looks over, "Well that was a long date night! Did you guys get nasty in the restaurant bathroom?" she teases.

My eyes roll quickly, but I walk toward her, sitting on the bed. "We didn't go to a restaurant, we had a picnic on the beach."

"So you did it in the car? You didn't say no to getting down and dirty." she teases with a smirk.

"No! We didn't have sex. So stop asking." I push her shoulder gently as she laughs.

She recollects herself and sits up straight, "Okay, okay, but you'd tell me right? If you guys were having sex?" she asks.

Usually when either one of us starts having sex with someone, we always get together and talk about it. It's always been a fun, lighthearted thing we've done. She even told me all about having sex with Niall.

Only, this time, I don't know if I want to go into details with my sex with Harry. It's just so different from every other time. There were no weird moments or things I wanted to immediately run to tell Holly about. It was just me and my love sharing an intimate moment.

Eventually I'll tell Holly about the sex, but with Harry I just want every moment to be private and for us.

"Of course I would." I smile at her, grabbing her hand gently. "Did you guys have a good dinner?" I ask, wanting to bring the topic off sex.

She nods quickly, "Yeah the place Harry set us up at was so amazing! The food was to die for!" she gushes, leaning back against her pillows. "I think I ate my weight in everything. Eli too."

"I know, the food we had was just delicious. I think I could like, live here forever honestly." I admit.

That seems to catch her off guard for a second, "You want to live here? You've always been such a city girl and you always said you hated the beach whenever we go."

My shoulders shrug slightly and a small smile crosses my lips as I think more about living here with Harry. "I do want to live here. Maybe not on the coast but just somewhere in Italy. Imagine just how cool that would be? But I mean, it wouldn't happen."

It's a wild dream that I know probably won't come true. I mean, even if Harry and I do end up together for the rest of our lives, he's a world famous singer who tours and spends most of his time between London and LA. We can't just ditch everything and move to Italy full time, as nice as that would be.