Oneshots

Blank Canvas (S)

Just so you know, in this Ex is allowed on the hermitcraft server and roams freely. Also, in this Dream never revived Wilbur.

Clay logs off after Quackity has his way with him, and logs on to his private server, with only two other people whitelisted. He huffs and takes off his mask. He finds his bed and collapses. He knows the others will scold him when they get there but he's too tired to help himself.

He must have fallen asleep because once he opens his eyes he sees the twins standing over him. He sighs and sits up slowly.
"Hi, guys." Alex huffed.
"You know, you should have bandaged yourself before you fell asleep, it's gonna hurt more now." Clay sighs.
"I know, but I was so tired. I think he's getting more impatient with me."

Xisuma sighed and sat next to Clay hugging him,
"You really just need to tell them by now. Clay they're just hurting you. You really just need to tell them." Alex nodded.
"I second that."

They quietly walked to the part of the house with the medical supplies. Clay sat down on one of the beds, Alex sitting behind him, hugging him, waiting for Xisuma to start patching him up.
"I don't know how they'll take it though. They could just not believe me and kill me." Alex growled in his ear.
"You need to tell them. If they seem like they're gonna take it wrong whitelist us and tell us to come."

Clay sighed.
"But I need to be what they want me to be. Things are going so well right now. No one is fighting, things are normal. If I stop being their villain things will go to hell." Xisuma sighed.
"Clay I know you like keeping them happy, but it's resulting in you being hurt. That's not keeping everyone happy. You're not happy." Clay huffed.

Time Skip

This time Clay when logged in, he planned to tell them. He had the command to whitelist Xisuma and Alex on hand if he needed it. He sat silently waiting. He had already asked Sam to bring as many of them as possible this time.

He wanted to talk to everyone. He waited silently till he heard muffled chatter. He looked up to see the tops of heads as the lava dropped. He had his mask on now, but he planned to take it off once they got into his cell.

They slowly made their way over a few at a time. After a few minutes, everyone was gathered and Clay slowly stood up. He slowly reached up to the straps of his mask and unclipped them. His heart was pounding. He really wished he had Xisuma and Alex.

He took a deep breath and took off the mask. He slowly looked up. He had the twins take off the bandages before he logged in so they could all see the marks. The only person who didn't react was Quackity.

They all had different reactions. Some of them looked disgusted, others looked apathetic, indifferent, some looked horrified. Clay wanted to cry. He pressed enter and everyone's communicators buzzed. Clay looked down to his to teleport the two to him.

[XisumaVoid joined the game]

[AlexVoid joined the game]

The other looked at each other confusedly while Clay was trying to steady his breath fumbling with the keys trying to summon the twins to him. Once he finally did he pulled Alex to him and wrapped himself around the boy.

He steadied his breathing before muttering out,
"I can't do it." He could hear Xisuma sigh.
"Clay you have to." Alex hummed.
"They need to know." Clay huffed and propped his head in the junction of Alex's head and shoulder.

He looked out at all the mildly confused faces. He sighed.
"I can't revive people. I never actually killed Tommy. I just knocked him out. I guess he had a lucid dream, or something, I'm just the admin. I act however you all want me to act, I'm a blank canvas for you all to paint a personality on." 

Everyone was silent until Tommy walked to the front of the group.
"So, we pushed you, to do the things you've done?" Clay thought about it before slowly nodding.
"So, every single thing you've ever done to any of us, was because of someone else on the server?" Clay huffed. Alex felt the boy's frustration and let go before turning around.

Alex clenched his fists and took a deep breath. The three had been working on his anger.
"You all need to learn to help each other, and not cause trouble. Cause, believe me, there are alternatives to what Clay did. Like sending you all to the void, and believe me, the void fucking hurts. You wanna see what it does to people?"

Some hesitantly nodded. Clay gently reached up to help him take off his helmet. Alex's eyes were a mix of white and black now, the void had tried to suck the life out of him, his eyes turning slightly black before Xisuma pulled him out.

He stared out at the people watching their faces emote. Some gaped, others grimaced, none of them liked the look. Except for Clay and Xisuma, they had told the boy how much they loved his eyes after he had come back, he struggled with it for a while.

The next person to step up was Techno,
"I'm confused, how do you know Xisuma, and who is this other guy?" Alex deflated a bit, but Clay growled.
"This other guy right here, his name is Alex, and he's my boyfriend, so you can fuck right off Techno." Techno put his hands up defensively and backed up.
"And I know Xisuma because these two are the only ones who would ever listen to me and are the only ones whitelisted on my home server."

He was met with confusion. Sapnap spoke up from the back this time,
"How did you meet them?" Clay snickered.
"Funny story actually, after Alex was brought back from the void, he ended up in here with me, and I had to ask around if anyone had recently unbanned anyone, and sure enough, Xisuma here was missing Alex. So I logged off and whitelisted them on my home server and we talked for a while before they left. They kept coming back."

One by one people started leaving, as much as they were listening most of them just don't care. Clay watched with sad eyes. Alex sighed and sat next to Clay. Xisuma watched the two with sad eyes.

Clay set his head on Alex's shoulder. Once everyone had left, Xisuma took his helmet off and sat next to the couple. The three sat in silence. That is until the lava started to fall. Clay's head shot up. There stood Quackity, Clay's hope dwindled.

Quackity walked over and sat in front of Clay. Clay stared silently waiting for the duck hybrid to make his move.
"I'm not here to hurt you. The others may not believe you, but I do. And I wanna help. So do Tommy and Ranboo. You are like the older brother the two never had. I will get you out of here Clay. I promise you that." Clay smiled. He was getting out of here.

Finally.

I am open to writing another part of this if you guys would like to see it. Enjoy :) - Pidge