Monday, 16th March 2015 - 7:03pm
I felt so alone today. Like, more than usual. Everyone seemed really happy but I just couldn't muster up the energy to be happy, or at least fake it.
My entire body aches; my back and head mainly.
I'm really cold too. But it's not the sorta coldness that goes away when you layer up or snuggle under a thick blanket.
No, this is the sorts cold that radiates from my heart. It chills my whole body beyond belief and no matter how hard I try, I just can't be warm again.
I miss being warm, I felt like a human. But now? Now I feel like a corpse, slowly decomposing, until there's nothing left but pointless memories in the minds of those who I thought cared.
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