Tuesday, 24th March 2015 - 8:13pm
It's nights like these when I wish I had someone beside me: a friend or a lover. I don't care which. I don't even think they'd be able to douse this loneliness I feel. I don't think anyone could.
I just feel so God-damn alone all the time. And I hate it more than I hate the devil herself.
What isn't helping is my ex giving me shit. But, what else is new?
I just want to have someone lay down beside me, hold me close while I cry, stroke my hair and whisper reassuring words to me until I fall asleep.
Great, now I sound like a mushy teenage girl. Just what I flippin' need, more bloody emotions.
But seriously, is it too much to ask for someone to show they love me? Is it too much to ask for someone to actually love me?
I feel cold and alone and I just want to bury my face in someone's chest and cry until I stop breathing.
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