Tuesday, 31st March 2015 - 3:31pm
I felt vulnerable today. I felt alone. Unprotected. I felt like everyone could see straight through me...
And you know how I solved that? I pretended, again. I pretended I was fine, pretended that I wasn't hurting inside, pretended that I didn't want to die.
I'm so afraid. I don't even know what I'm afraid of anymore. I just feel like someone or something terrible is waiting for me around the next corner.
My ex is good at pretending. Did a lot of it in the two and a half years we were together. Pretends he gives a shit but we both know he doesn't care. I just wish he'd leave me alone...
My head hurts, my stomach aches and I just want to curl up in a ball and die. Is that too much to ask??
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