The Diary of a "Happy" Girl

Entry No. 61

Monday, 4th May 2015 - 5:41pm

Today was good. I had fun. I laughed and smiled and I could've sworn I was back to my old self. The old me who laughs hysterically, smiles broadly, speaks loudly, dances crazily, makes jokes and isn't afraid of what people think...

But then, I got home and the demons settled in again.

I want to kick them out, get them away from me before they take me over.

But I can't.

I mean, I've tried and I'm still trying.. But I just can't make them go away completely.

I'm so tired.

I wish I could just go to sleep and when I wake up, everything will be back to normal...

But that won't happen.

I've fallen into this hole, and no matter how hard I try or anyone else tries, I don't think I'll be able to climb back out.

At least, not in one piece anyway.