Entry No. 50

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Monday, 20th April 2015 - 9:14pm

When most people say "I love you", it's usually out of habit, or a joke. It's hardly ever meant when spoken these days.

But. There's nothing greater than hearing or reading those words and knowing, deep down in your broken heart, that they are true.

It's just like someone fills your insides with hot chocolate: it's a shock at first.. But it keeps you feeling warm inside for a long time.

I like that feeling. I like it a lot. You could say that I love that feeling.

But I never feel it as much as I used to as a child.

Because now that people see how fucked-up you are, they don't love you as much.

And that's how I feel.

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