Friday, 10th April 2015 - 12:55am
I don't know anymore. I wish someone could magically go inside my mind and disconnect a few wires to prevent me from feeling anything; no pain, no happiness, no anger, no love, no sadness.
Nothing.
All these emotions are just whirling around inside me, fighting for dominance and it's all so confusing. I don't know what to do anymore.
The worst part is that no one knows how truly messed up I am. They all see me as the crazy, happy girl..
But they don't see me behind closed doors. They don't see it when my inner demons swim through my eyes. They don't see me when the lights are out and I'm all alone...
They don't see what a real monster I am. And if they did, maybe then they'd have a reason to leave.
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