Saturday, 21st March 2015 - 8:55pm
He won't stop reminding me that I'm not good enough. He won't stop showing me that she is so much better than I ever was. He won't stop making me remember things I'd rather forget.
He constantly reminds me that I'm not only not good enough for him, but that I'm not good enough for my family, for my friends and for myself.
I hate myself so much for telling him my darkest secrets. Now he knows my weaknesses and now he's going to use them against me.
I hate myself for believing in forever. I hate myself for believing he'd always be there. I hate myself for allowing him to take me over. I hate myself for giving all I am to him.
But, most of all, I hate myself for falling for this "true love" shit, when, in reality, I should have known this would happen.
I hate myself for being so damn stupid.
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