Entry No. 18

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Sunday, 22nd March 2015 - 9:32pm

I feel like crap this morning. I threw up after midnight and I feel like I'm going to again. Problem is I haven't eaten anything since then so I'll just be dry heaving. And that hurts.

I just want to be skinny. I don't want to see a bulge every time I take off my shirt. I don't want to be fat. I don't want people to snicker about me in the change rooms anymore.

It's my goal to loose weight this year and I'm going to do everything I can to do so. If that means going against everything everyone says to me, then so be it.

They'll get over it. Maybe they'll even support me doing something to make myself happy.

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