Monday, 23rd March 2015 - 5:44pm
Today was better than expected. My ex didn't give me shit, didn't even talk to me! I got a B+ and a C on my music assignments. No one forced me to eat. No one pissed me off AND I actually smiled and laughed....
That changed as soon as I walked in my front door. The devil was right there waiting for me, smiling in the way that makes my insides churn...
And what did she want?
She just wanted to remind me that I was a waste of space. That I will never be as perfect as her daughter. That I am worthless.
And you know what? I believe her and the words she says.
I believe her when she tells me I'm fat because whenever I look in the mirror, I want to throw up. I believe her when she tells me I'm worthless because so many other people have told me so. I believe her when she murmurs under her breath that I should go die because that's what I've wanted to do for God knows how long.
I believe her because the voices tell me she's telling the truth.
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