Entry No. 7

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Friday, 13th March 2015 - 6:04pm

I should be used to rejection. But it still hurts as much as ever. I feel like my heart has been shattered too many times and now, I can't be bothered to pick up the pieces, I don't see a point. It's not like someone's suddenly going to be interested in me.

My stomach hurts. So does my head. But no painkillers will dull the pain. I feel like a million little people are slamming into the inside of my skull with their tiny little fists or their tiny little hammers. The voices aren't helping much either, sitting back and whispering their abuse when things start to go well.

I'm so tired. I just want to sleep away all my troubles. That'd mean sleeping forever and never waking up. Wouldn't that be nice?

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