Entry No. 39

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Tuesday, 7th April 2015 - 4:06pm

I wish I knew how to explain how I felt to people. I mean, not just anyone, but the one I truly love. I don't care how he responds, I'm just sick of hiding my feelings from him and I'm sick of being being afraid of how I feel.

It's just... Whenever we talk, it feels like life is beautiful... But I know he doesn't feel the same. I know he likes someone else. And no matter how hard I try, I just can't stop myself from falling further in love with him.

He knows I care about him.. But I don't think he fully understands how much he means to me and how much it hurts me when he just casually plays with my heart the way he does.

I just wish I could stop feeling.

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