Monday, 27th April 2015 - 4:53am
I can't escape it. It's always there to haunt me. And no matter how hard I try, I just can't shake it away fully.
I hate sleeping. Things are worse then. I don't have any control over what my mind wishes to show me. I can't just distract me. I can't just force myself awake.
I feel like I've been struck by a semi, reversed over, then driven back over again a few times. My whole body aches.
I wish there was a way to make this pain just disappear, to make myself numb.
Because if I'm numb, maybe that'll stop the pain in my heart too.
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