Monday, 18th May 2015 - 5:17pm
Something smells delicious. It's killing me! My stomach is going insane, a mixture of nausea and hunger.
I'm not giving in. Not again. I'm not going to gain any more weight. I can't. I've gained enough.
But, it just smells so good! I don't even know what it is, but it just smells so yummy and it's actually hurting me.
I can't do it again tonight. I can't give in. I can't go through it all again. It was just too much. I can't put myself through that again.
Distractions... I need to get my focus off that fucking smell!
Maybe I could go for a run... Yeah... I think I will. A run sounds good.
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