Entry No. 40

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Wednesday, 8th April 2015 - 6:08pm

I hate it when you like someone, and you like them a lot.. But you know that they're not interested. And you try your hardest to ignore your feelings for them and you try to just pretend that you're okay with hair friendship... But deep down, your heart is screaming in pain when you listen to them talk about the one they love.

I mean, is it too much to ask to just be able to stop caring? Because the less you care, the less you have to loose. And when you've lost it all, you need that slight amount of closure.

Maybe someone will love me. Maybe then I'll be able to feel the way every girl wants to feel. Maybe, one day someone will sweep me off my feet like they do in the fairy tales...

But.. If I do have a Prince Charming out there, I bet he got lost. Or maybe he's stuck up a tree or something. All I know is that, for now, I will just have to keep on dreaming.

Because, when reality gets too much for you, you still have your dreams at least.

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