Entry No. 11

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Wednesday, 18th March 2015 - 4:00pm

I completely gave up in class this afternoon. Just stopped working and turned my music up to block out everyone, the voices in my head included. It was all too much for me to take.

We have a school dance on tonight and I've purchased my ticket but I'm starting to regret it. My head aches, my back hurts, I can't walk properly on my ankle and I feel sick.

But... My crush will be there. And I want to see him. He's just... Amazing. He's one of the few people who can always make me smile, like, a REAL smile.

Oh god... It's weird writing about things that make me happy. Maybe because there are very few things or people that can. It's just a shame that half of them want nothing to do with me anymore.

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