Monday, 25th May 2015 - 5:31pm
I don't know what to do anymore. All my efforts to try and get better are feeble. I just want to throw the towel in. I just want to give up.
Things will go okay for a bit, maybe a few hours, but then my mind will go dark, my demons will yell again, and I feel the need to isolate myself.
I don't want others to get hurt. Not by me, not by my demons. I don't want to be the reason behind their pain, even though they're the main reason I'm hurt.
I mean, if my demons hurt me, doesn't that mean my demons can hurt others too?
I don't want to hurt anyone.
But, if everyone else is allowed to fucking hurt me, then why the fuck make a big deal when I hurt myself?!
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