Since my mom didn't really need me and Jahseh he decided to take me somewhere else because I couldn't seem to shake my little state. So now we sat in a empty parking lot eating ice cream.
"About you almost calling me daddy earlier" he spoke making me nervous so my cheeks turned red.
"No I didn't" I lied and I could feel him look at me once I did.
He then turned away from me and shrugged "okay" he told me making me nod.
I went back to my ice cream before feeling him put his hand on my thigh and rub it with his thumb making me look over at him.
He was sitting on his phone so I let it stay. But when I started to eat my ice cream again his hands went up making me spill some of it.
He jumped and looked over before he started to help but he looked mad and I know that he loves this car so I feel bad.
"Seh" I called, expecting him to look up but he didn't.
"I'm sorry" I spoke and he still didn't move from cleaning.
"Jahseh" I whispered watching him finish up.
He still hadn't looked at me though.
"I'm really really sorry daddy please stop being mad at me" I spoke making him pause from throwing the napkins away and look up at me.
"I thought you said you didn't say it" he spoke making me look down at my hands.
"But you know that I did" I told him and he nodded.
I sucked my teeth and crossed my arms making him chuckle.
"I'm sorry baby I just wanted to hear you say it" he told me making me nod.
Looking down at my phone I seen that my mom texted saying that it was late and I should come home.
"Seh my mom wants me home" I told him and he nodded.
He backed out of the parking lot and started driving towards my house.
"I have a question" I told him and he nodded but continued to look at the road.
"So when I'm like not a little that means you're my boyfriend so when I am little that makes you my daddy right?" I asked him and he nod.
"Yeah" he told me and I nodded, sinking in my seat.
I was quiet for a little bit then I went back to thinking so I had questions.
"Seh how come I don't know more about you?" I asked him and he shrugged.
"I don't tell you a lot" he told me making me nod.
"I want to know things about you" I told him making his eyes widen a little.
"Mhm what you want to know?" He asked me.
"Ummmm where are your parents?" I asked and he shrugged.
"Probably at their house they aren't really talking to me right now" he chuckled making me frown.
"Why not?" I asked and he shrugged.
"We just aren't seeing eye to eye right now" he told me and nodded.
"So how long have you and Stokeley been friends?" I asked.
"About 2 years now and we've had a place together for about a year because both of our parents kicked us out" he told me.
Him telling me that their parents kicked them out kinda made me sad so I looked down at my hands.
"Why'd they kick you guys out?" I asked and he shrugged.
"They didn't agree with us as our own people" he told me making me then think of my parents.
I don't want them to kick me out. They treat my like shit sometimes but I want to leave on my own terms.
When Seh stopped in from if my house I sighed.
"I'm scared" I told him looking at my dads car that was parked outside.
"Why?" He asked me.
"I'm still little and if they know then it'll get really bad" I told him making him sigh.
"Be yourself Joey, fuck them" he told me and I shook my head.
"I can't think like that" I told him making sigh and sit back in his seat.
"It's fine" he told me making me nod birdied I gave him a hug.
"I'm going in the house now" I told him and he nodded before pecking my lips.
"Call me" he told me and I nodded before getting out of the car and sighing.
Update
9/27/2021
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