I was trying really hard not to show that I was in little state as I sat and ate dinner with my parents.
"So I heard you have a boyfriend now" my dad spoke making me look up and nod.
"What's his name?" He asked me making me sigh.
Speak regular please Joey, they can't know you're in little state.
"Jahseh" I kinda whispered so that my voice wasn't heard too much.
"Why are you whispering Josephine?" My mom asked.
Please don't start messing with me. I don't want to argue today.
I shrugged and looked down at my food "I'm not really in the much of a mood to talk" I told her and she pressed her lips together.
"So me and your father were having a conversation about you and this little business and-" I cut her off.
"I'm not doing that anymore" I lied straight through my teeth that were actually doing it right now.
"Stop lying to me Joey" she rolled her eyes.
"I heard you earlier with your little boyfriend and your voice is high now you're whining" she told me making me sigh.
"You can't do it anymore though or you won't have a place to live. That's what it's come down to hija because you don't listen otherwise when I tell you to stop" she told me which made me began to cry.
"You're going to kick me out? Can't you just take my tv or something!" I yelled.
"Why are you yelling in my house?!" My dad stood up and yelled back but I didn't want to argue so I started to cry before getting up to walk away.
"See that's what we're talking about! You're acting like a child if we wanted a child we would've had another! Grow up!" My dad yelled after me as I went upstairs and slammed my door.
"You're lucky we don't kick you out now you weirdo!" He yelled more making me cry more before flopping on my bed.
I buried my head in my pillow and cried soon realizing that the pillow smelt like Seh which made me smile.
I have to stop being around him though or I'm going to keep going into little state and then where will I live? I'll be homeless.
I picked up my phone and texted him.
Jahseh ☺️💛
I can't be around you anymore
Delivered 9:43 PMWhy what happened?
Read 9:43 PMThey said that if I continue to be a little then they'll kick me out
Delivered 9:43 PMHe stopped texting me and started to call me.
"The fuck you mean they're going to kick you out?" He asked me and I sighed.
"They said that if I continue to be a little I can't live here anymore. They want to make me homeless" I told him before I started to cry.
I heard him sigh before I continued to talk.
"So I can't be around you anymore because it makes be in little state" I told him and he shook his head.
"That's not happening" he told me making me sigh.
"I can't get kicked out Jahseh I don't have anymore to go" I told him and he shook his head again.
"Yes you do you can come stay with me" he told me and I shook my head this time.
"I don't know about that, I like living here well besides their attitudes they take care of everything I need" I told him.
"You think I can't?" He asked and I shrugged.
"I don't know" I responded honestly.
"I can Joey, I can take care of you in little state too and you know they can't" he told me making me sigh.
"If they kick you out you are coming to live with me."
Update
9/27/2021
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