𝗦𝗢𝗨𝗞𝗢𝗞𝗨 𝗦𝗛𝗢𝗧𝗦

Flowers that bleed ❀

The Hanahaki disease, A sickness that proves fatal. It is caused by falling in love with someone who does not love you back,it  will cause you to vomit or cough flowers out with blood, sometimes flowers bloom when you get a scar and in some rare cases, Both. There are 2 cures; either having your feeling returned by the person you like. The last is treatment by hospitals, The downside in this option is you will never fall in love ever again.

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Chuuya read those words carefully, eyes wide. "Fatal? never falling in love ever again?" "This has to be bullshit." he clicked on other links explaining the Hanahaki disease but it was just the same result. "Shit." he turned off his computer and curled up into a ball, scared out of his mind.

He was interrupted by his own coughing, blood coming out of his mouth, he could feel the flower petals stuck in his throat, choking on them. "sh-it."he ran to the bathroom, standing in front of his sink, where there was a mirror that was also in front of him.

He glanced at the mirror, seeing his pitiful state, but soon stopped when the coughing got more intense. He finally got the petals out of his throat, and let the tears he had been holding out.

"..."
He walked outside the bathroom and took a razor, he nervously walked to the bathroom sink and bit his lip, "This is gonna hurt." he turned on the razor and used it on his hand, a red flower grew out of it after 5 minutes of waiting,

"I have Hanahaki, and to make it worse."
"I have both symptoms."

He groaned, this was the worst possible situation. You're probably thinking "Why can't he just tell the person he likes about his feelings???" It's not that easy, The person he liked....was dating someone.

"Stupid, dumb...mackerel."
He cursed under his breath, damn that stupid Dazai Osamu for making him fall in love, and then just leaves him to die with a heartbreak. If he were to choose the hospital treatment, He'd never fall in love, never getting to feel that warmth in his heart ever again, never having a real family. The only option was death.

He walked back to his bedroom and hid under the covers, wishing for alone time, but of course. That was not allowed, said god.

"Chuu-Ya!!!"

"Go away, mackerel."
He groaned

"Aw, come on!"
"Barely two words in and you already seem like you want me dead~"

"Me wanting you dead? Damn right I do."
Was what he wanted to say, but kept it to himself.

"Just let me sleep."
"I'm tired."

It was true, he was tired.

"And this is a day off, let me make the most of it."

"Ughhh, Making the most of something like a day off isn't sleeping and slacking off!"

"Well it is to me."
Dazai took off the covers on Chuuya and made a disgusted face as he saw what Chuuya looked like, and that didn't surprise Chuuya, he always did this. He felt sick again and he soon felt the flowers in his throat, he started choking and tried coughing them out.

"Shit!"
He was crying, "It hurts" he fell off the bed and dashed to the bedroom

"What the?"
Dazai followed the ginger to the bathroom, he saw that Chuuya was coughing up blood, he thought he was just injured or something and then he saw the flower petals.

"Hana-fucking-haki."
He grabbed a cup from the kitchen and filled it up with hot water, "Drink this." the ginger obeyed, even though it was painful.
He drank the water and spit out the blood,water, and petals.

Chuuya wiped his mouth, pissed at himself. "Shit, why now?" he thought

"Who do you like, Chuuya?"

"You."
Of course he wouldn't say that, so he walked away and dodged the question.

"Hey!"
Dazai grabbed Chuuya's wrist, preventing him from walking away

"Who is it?"

"..."
"Shouldn't you be spending time with your girlfriend? I mean it is a free day."
He avoided the question again, He made use of Dazai's shocked state and pulled his arm away.

...

Everything got awkward between the both of them, It wasn't long enough until Dazai told Kouyou about Chuuya having Hanahaki, She soon tried to force Chuuya to tell her who it was, because she wanted to help him. But Chuuya being Chuuya, refused.

He looked at Yokohoma from the bridge, on top of the railing, he wasn't gonna commit suicide of course! He just wanted to look at the mesmerizing beauty of Yokohama, The sun was setting, the water reflected the sun, there were barely any cars in sight, it was the perfect view.

"Chibi, You gonna commit suicide or something? At least let me join in."

"You wish you maniac."

"Tsk! cruel as ever Chibi."
Dazai whined as he leaned over the railing

"..."
"I broke up with Yuki."

The ginger almost fell of the railing, he was not expecting that.

"I almost fell off! Give me a heads up before you say shocking shit like that!"
"Jesus christ."

"Heh."
Dazai chuckled

"Why'd you even break up with her?!"
"You were always so lovey-dovey with eachother so why break up?"

"I didn't love her at all, I'm into guys."
Chuuya was prepared to jump right then and there, his whole life had been a lie.

"Again! Heads up before you say shit like that!!!"
Chuuya barked out

"Eh, it's not my fault if your tiny brain can't handle such information~"

"Ugh, jerk."

"Shortie."

"..When'd you break up with her?"
"A week ago, I realized who I actually liked."

"What a coincidence, I haven't coughed up flowers since a week ago."

"..."

Chuuya and Dazai stared at the beautiful scenery, Chuuya was looking at the sunset while Dazai was looking at him with a shocked expression, understanding what he meant. They both smiled. Happy that they got to say their feelings even when not talking directly.

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