Dazai and Chuuya walked long the riverbank, laughing and teasing eachother, Dazai turned around, walking backwards. "Hey Chuuya, We're 22 now." "I know. What about it?" Chuuya crossed his arms, "We've lived 22 years, We've known eachother for 12." Dazai cooed.
Chuuya widened his eyes, "I..I guess you're right," Chuuya sighed, stopping his walking "Time flies I guess." . Dazai did the same, Chuuya took a pebble and threw it across the water, the pebble bounced on the water 4 times before stopping then— sinking. Dazai's face lit up, "Wahhhhh??? Chuuya! How'd you do that?!" He took Chuuya's hands, "Teach me, Teach me!" Dazai practically begged
"Fine, fine!" Chuuya pulled back his hands, his cheeks flushed bright pink "Jus- Just...Let go." He looked away. "Yayyy!~" Dazai gave him a pebble, taking one for himself.
"So you just have to, throw it like.." he crouched down a little lower, throwing the pebble, it bouncing 4 times again and then sinking "That!" Chuuya smiled, looking back at Dazai, expecting to see a wide, bright smile from the brunette, but was quickly let down.
Dazai sadly smiled, staring at the river..."The river water, so clear and blue...Just like your eyes Chuuya." Dazai looked at Chuuya, who was completely distraught at the moment, "What are you saying Dazai?"
"Chuuya, would you like to commit a double suicide with me?"
Dazai chuckled softly, it was music to Chuuya's ears but it was— It felt so empty."Dazai I-"
"Chuuya please, I can't do this anymore, I can't live anymore."
Dazai grabbed Chuuya's hands, putting them on their chest, their faces inches awayChuuya smiled at the man in front of him, wrapping his arms around his neck, pulling him into a passionate kiss. "I love you Osamu." Dazai gasped. Chuuya kissed him again, pulling both of them into the water— Dazai only whispered a faint "I love you." As they fell into the deep water.
They were still kissing even when they were underwater, Chuuya still had his eyes open and Dazai was staring right at them, Dazai couldn't breathe but it felt fine, It didn't hurt, feeling the water enter his nose, Everything was fine.
Everything was all right as long as he was with Chuuya.
Dazai hugged the other as he felt that Chuuya already left. Dazai was soon to join him— They were young. They knew that —
But they also knew, one day. One day they were going to leave, if the other had gone first, The other person would completely break.So it didn't hurt when they left together, They knew it wouldn't. They were right.
Chuuya was still smiling at the brunette, even when he was gone. Dazai still held onto him as he felt that he couldn't breathe anymore, the water suffocating him. But after all that, They were still together, looking at eachother with wholehearted smiles.
Even if their hearts weren't beating anymore.
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RomanceI HAVE MOVED ON TO AO3, THIS MOST LIKELY WILL NO LONGER BE UPDATED (ao3: zaikunxx) I PLAN TO REWORK SOME OF THE CHAPTERS IN THIS BOOK ON AO3, SO PLEASE CHECK ME OUT <3 Content warnings: •Suicide (especially for Dazai, of course.) •Self-harm •Cursi...