𝗦𝗢𝗨𝗞𝗢𝗞𝗨 𝗦𝗛𝗢𝗧𝗦

Dazai's Greatest Fear

Dazai looked at Chuuya with fascination, his usual angry, mean face replaced with frustration and desperation. This was the first time he's ever seen this look on the other before, although he guesses he can be frustrated.

They were on a mission to take care of a small group of people — fifty at least — who were being way too cocky and intruding on Port Mafia territory, stealing from cargo, shipments and sabotaging deals.

Dazai had carefully made the plan of just taking them out with Chuuya and just watching. Such a carefully and well thought of plan, Chuuya was the only one who was stupid enough to argue with him on that though. But what Dazai didn't know, or anyone for that matter, was the fact that small group had allied with a more powerful organization, it quickly turned into a fight of two against a thousand.

Of course, Dazai had to make the joke that it was them against the world.

"Asshole. Your plan is shit." Chuuya hissed as he put pressure on Dazai's rapidly bleeding wound, "Where's the 'Demon Prodigy' when you need him?" The brunette smiled, petting Chuuya's head in a mocking way. "Aw, Chuuya needs me?"

"Fuck you, you know what I mean. What the hell happened with your inhuman dodging skills?" The other only sighed, "Oh Chuuya. Do you really want those to be your parting words to me? At least say goodbye and mention all the heartfelt moments that have happened between us!" He would never, ever admit he was staring at Chuuya and not focusing on the enemies. Absolutely never.

"There are no heartfelt moments, you shit." He took a couple bullets put of his pocket, sending them at an immense speed at the enemies, taking the chance to run to another tree with the brunette. Dazai frowned slightly. "Yeah. I guess there weren't really any."

"I don't wanna die here with you, Shitty Dazai— Make up a goddamn plan already so we can leave!" He carried Dazai to a far away spot from where they were, cursing even more when he could still hear the gunfire from afar.

"The only way we're leaving is in body bags Chuuya! You can't just expect me to unleash some special power upon them and suddenly win."

"Get out already, you Port Mafia dogs!" A loud yell echoed through out the forest, and they swear they could hear the gunfire increasing. Chuuya looked at him, wanting to say something but he was—

Hesitating? Regretting what he thought? Ashamed to say it?

"Damn it 'Samu. You better come and save me." Dazai's eyes widened at the sudden statement, staring at Chuuya confused. Chuuya never used his given name, this was the first time. The seriousness in his tone, almost sounding like an... immature farewell? Is he hoping to rush into battle for Dazai to leave and get help? He sound like he fully expects to not come back. He believes he's going to die. That's stupid, he'd never think that.

Well, Chuuya is stupid.

He took of his gloves and coat, "Oh, Grantors of Dark Disgrace, do not wake me again." Dazai reached out to Chuuya with his hand when the ground shook as Chuuya took one step, he could see red swirls reaching up to Chuuya face, that stupid hat flying away.

He could feel the atmosphere around him suddenly became more heavy, more— more intimidating. Actually, 'Intimidating' was an understatement, Dazai was almost scared. He could feel immense power seeping from Chuuya, he looked behind the tree to see a crazed smile on Chuuya's face, a red swirl on his cheek as laughter that could only be described as insane erupted from his throat and blood pouring out from his body.

"It's the Port Mafia kid! Fire!" He stared at Chuuya's eyes, the azure blue that was once there, gone. A dark ball formed in Chuuya's hand that was raised in the air, cackling.

He's never seen that before.

What happened next, Dazai could only describe it as a rampage.

Balls of destruction thrown at people, completely decimating them and not even their bodies remained, craters forming on the ground and he could see the widening smile of his.

He was...

Beautiful.

Something so beautiful, able to create so much destruction and chaos, he could only look up at Chuuya with amazement in his eyes. Chuuya was already beautiful but this— This was— beautiful in it's own way, like— He's surreal, literally untouchable and and it's so amazing to him.

And it is the most terrifying thing Dazai has ever seen.

No more people were left, none standing, none remaining. Chuuya still kept making more balls that he can only assume to be black holes, smiling wide as he laughed and laughed. Dazai looked at the blood seeping from Chuuya's small figure and he remembered Chuuya's words to him.

He ran over to the other, not caring for his bullet wounds. His hand reached out to the ethereal beauty that is Chuuya Nakahara, and he held his wrist just as another black hole was forming in his palm. A light blue surrounded the both of them, dispersing almost immediately as he saw the color returning to Chuuya's wide eyes. The red swirls retreated and disappeared and Chuuya was back to normal.

He fell down to the ground and Dazai caught him right before he hit it. He sat down and Chuuya's head was on his shoulder.

"You fucking asshole— you— were—" Chuuya sucked in a breath, "Late." Dazai only ran his hand through Chuuya's hair, "I'm sorry Chuuya. You did good, they're gone." His other hand wrapped around Chuuya's waist, stopping at his back and rubbing soothing circles on them.

"Rest, I'll take it from here."

Chuuya Nakahara was the most beautiful, most gorgeous, most ethereal thing Dazai Osamu had ever seen and it scared the shit out of him. The other only breathed in one more time before passing out in his arms, he only held Chuuya closer, a feeling of selfishness bubbling up in his chest— He never wants to let Chuuya go.

Yeah if you couldnt tell this is supposed to be the first time Chuuya ever used corruption!! Theyre supposed to be 16 in this fic. this is also supposed to be the time where Chuuya and Dazai were given the title as double black and the one story where they were said to annihilate a whole organization alone.

(theres a goddamn chapter 101 reference here and I hate myself for adding it.)