𝗦𝗢𝗨𝗞𝗢𝗞𝗨 𝗦𝗛𝗢𝗧𝗦

Vulnerability? Never heard of it.

"CHUUYA! THAT'S ENOUGH!" The dark, pitch black void that Chuuya was seeing became disrupted with a bright blue light, "H-huh..?" He fell to the floor, being caught by somebody.

Quiet.

...

It's quiet.

...

I'm getting sleepy.

...

The strong metallic smell of blood was in the cold air they were breathing in, The bloody corpses around them being the reason— And Chuuya's body— Dazai held the ginger in his arms, trying to comfort him and Dazai himself. Chuuya had trouble breathing, Dazai's was shaky and uneven but Chuuya was hardly breathing at all. His lungs felt like they were pressed and worn out.

Chuuya closed his eyes for a second, Why wouldn't Dazai let him sleep? "No no, Come on Chuuya keep your eyes on me!" He felt wet droplets on his cheeks. Everything was blurry. He just wanted to kiss Dazai goodnight and then sleep, What was so wrong with that?

The only part wrong was that his body was getting colder by the minute, his body going lax and presently too heavy to move.

Is Dazai crying?

Why is Dazai crying?

What's happening?

...

"Ch-Chuuya just stay awake for now o-ok?"
Dazai had trouble speaking. He was being interrupted by his hiccups

"Dazai, I- I'm tired."

"I know baby, I know. I understand."
Dazai hugged Chuuya

"You're so warm...Dazai."
Chuuya stopped holding onto Dazai, his arm dropping towards the ground

"Crap, Crap! No no!"
"STAY WITH ME CHUUYA!"

—

Dazai knew Chuuya wasn't gonna survive, Yosano was his only hope— But Chuuya made him promise not to tell the agency—
If Chuuya woke up and knew that Dazai had told the Agency that he was dating the enemy, The president would overload his with questions. He would get fired, possibly. He would be suspected of being a traitor, Chuuya couldn't let that happen, He wouldn't let his lover lose his only reason of living.

"But Chuuya, you are my reason of living."

Chuuya told him to stop joking.

"Fuck it."
Dazai put his arms under Chuuya's leg, one close to Chuuya's neck and shoulder. He ran towards the agency, He was talking to Chuuya but he wouldn't respond, His body was cold. But he still had a pulse...Yeah he had a pulse, Just a faint one.

He followed the same way they came into the forest, making his way back into the big but quiet city— Yokohama was always loud but rarely quiet in the nightime, He wandered around the city trying to find the Agency, He avoided all the cars

He reached the Agency's building, The bright moonlight over the whole thing, He pushed the door open and ran upstairs.

"Yosano-sensei!"
He shouted the doctor's name, his voice shaking and uneven. His face wet with tears on his cheeks, hugging a small bloody figure.Yosano flinched and looked at the door where the detective was.