REASONS • TAEGYU

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JANUARY 3, 2020
4TH YEAR OF COMA

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"So you're not going to talk?" Beomgyu said coldly yet he was very aware of the boy's loud heartbeat. Clearly, it was created by a heavy pain and nervousness.

Taehyun didn't want to fucked up with his words, he needs to be truthful with every single sentence that he might given, or else he will lose Beomgyu.

"That night, I was sabotage...I never cheated. Yes, I lied about that incident in the thought of  its gonna make it more complicated, but i was wrong. I really did make it more complex and it was a very stupid move. I'm so sorry" Taehyun said in his sincerest voice, showing hints of tears from his eyes.

Beomgyu take a sip of his coffee, unsatisfied from Taehyun's answers.

" I can prove it to yo– "

" I already know that you didn't cheat. But, that won't change the fact that you lied to me, 'multiple times' " Beomgyu quoted his last words.

" That's because Mi yoon will never stop until she ruin our relationship, and I don't want you to shoulder those problems, I'm the reason why she's messing with us so it's also my responsibility to get rid of her." Taehyun suddenly rap his words in frustration making it a bit loud yet he manage to not raise a boiling point towards his husband.

"I see, Getting rid of her by lying and found in the same bed is that it? "

With this statement Taehyun had enough, he can't handle to explain further. " That's not it, I thought you already knew that i didn't do anything or even touch her. That night, I confronted her, and file a case against her act but things went out of my way when i passed out from a hard hit on my neck. I did that because I want peace for us, I want her to stop, why don't you digest the fact that i lied to protect you!"

The conversation started to raise on it's point, high emotions of anger was about to set up in the air.

"Why does it sound that it's my fault? or i should be thankful? If you'll make a move atleast tell me! I'm your Goddamn Husband Taehyun! You're protecting me by ruining my trust at the same time? Thank you then."  Beomgyu replied sarcasticly as tears started to fall down into his cheeks.

Taehyun now completely realize that he really fucked up, he was wrong at the first place, even if it is a white lie, he shouldn't have done it. He shouldn't have raise another argument while earning a forgiveness. He shouldn't not make Beomgyu feel that pain. It was all his fault.

"I'm sorr—"

"I need time to think, to swallowed things up in a free space." Beomgyu grab his things, about to leave the  cafe.

"I won't restraint you for this but please beom, come back to me and let's fix this soon hmmkay? " Taehyun grab Beomgyu's hand while crying but the older slowly let go of Taehyun's hand and leave once again.

Taehyun's eyes pour a great amount of tears, his heart aches in too much pressure. He was a crying mess, he didn't even realize that he's on a public cafe, All he was thinking was;

"Why do we fucked up like this?"
"Will he come back?"
or "Is it the end of us."

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Heavy traffic welcomed Soobin after his release from his work, cabs are fully occupied and rail stations were crowded.

Soobin sighed, almost slipping a curse from his mouth. The male was left no other choice but to take the train, and so he walked towards the busy counter to bought a ticket.

The older check his watch from time to time, it's almost 7'ock yet he didn't even knew what time will he be able to board.

As he waits, Soobin thought and worried most about his brother's current situation. It's been a year since he started to show poor health power, he often bleeds and trembles.

Sometimes, the doctors needs to max the oxygen to supply his body and even ask for another bag of blood from soobin just incase of intensive bleeding.

Those terrifying things makes Soobin's walls fall apart. He didn't knew if the Taehyun was showing a sign of consciousness or death.

But he highly hope and prayed for the recovery of his brother. 4 years is was badly taken from his brother's youth, it was enough, he will go crazy if Taehyun didn't comeback earlier as possible.

Soon the train arrived to fetch a great amount of passengers including him. Gladly that the train is much more faster than a cab so he arrived not too late on the hospital.

Opening his brother's room, he found several doctors and nurses fixing his machines and checking his vitals.

Soobin was scared for a moment but when he heard that the nurses said that his vitals were okay, he found himself to breathe

Well atleast, after that long day journey of his sacrifices, he still had a reason to strive for more.