REASONS • TAEGYU

8

5TH YEAR OF COMA
JANUARY 25 2021
ICU

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" charge 300 joules...Clear! "

The flat green lightning was shown on the monitor. Doctors are now reviving the poor body of the boy.

" another, Clear! "

But despite of their hard work it seems that there's nothing more to go on.

The blood continue to run down from his head, hands were already cold and the oxygen cannot fully enter his system.

" Time of death, 17:00 "  The doctor said in sadness, nurses softly bow to the dead body and start to clean up the things they've used. With a heavy heart, they pulled a white plain sheet from the cabin, carefully covering the  corpse.

After that, the Doctor quickly exited the room to report the painful news to the family. Arriving at the waiting station, he was confronted with questions which is visibly made out of fear.

" How did it go doctor nim? " A male asked in shaky voice.

The doctor bow his head in guilt and pure sadness, stating "Due to the massive internal bleeding from his head, and not enough oxygen to supply his heart and brain. Mr. Choi Beomgyu has passed away. We are sending our deepest condolences to the family. We are sorry but we've done everything we can."

The male froze on his feet, feeling like the ground was about to eat him alive. He was sunk by his thoughts and start to recall the doctors words. Reality hits him, tears broke down from his eyes.

As he move himself towards the room, he found a body covered with a white thin blanket. And from that moment, he prayed nor hope that the person who's laying isn't Beomgyu.

In trembling hands, the boy softly remove the blanket, revealing the head of his lover.

The male started to feel his walls falling apart, his hands runs through his lovers cheeks, down to its chin and lips. Taehyun cried hard as he felt it, he cannot believe that the red warm lips he was used kissing with, was now pale and cold.

Things happened so quickly, from the misunderstanding, the fight, the sharp exchange of words, the lies... everything was a mess. But he didn't expect "death" coming through their way. If he knew, he wouldn't raise anything  or a word. He claims, it was truly his fault.

" Rising Shine Gyu? You need to wake up now, let's spend more time yes? Let's start over again? "

Taehyun whisper as tears shed uncontrollably from his eyes, he cried his heart out, he scream his pain. Hands roam around to the dead body's shoulder pulling it closer to the males chest.

" You can't leave me like this Beomgyu, You can't leave without forgiving me. Choi Beomgyu! Please wake the fuck up! "

Pitiful scene, Taehyun cried so hard as he hug his lovers body tightly. He was continuously begging for the older male to wake up, he was asking for forgiveness and atleast one last  chance.

" I can't live without you, I love you so much Beomgyu. I hate that i love you so much, don't do this to me. You're so unfair! "

But even if the Younger male cry his eye balls out or scream at the top of his vocal cords, the one that he fears the most already happened. He already lost Beomgyu.

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"Doctor nim! Omg! Nurse please help!!! " Soobin screamed loudly making the doctors rush towards their room.

"His hands!!! His hands!!!!" Soobin shake in fear as he saw his brother's hands trembling. His vitals start to loose counts and It starts to scare the older most.

The doctors quickly arrived to examine him and start injecting a substance on his arm. Few mins had passed and the younger male's stats are back at its normal rate again.

"He's getting to move lately..and... hmmm." The doctor said as he examine the hands of the younger. The doctor notice the small scratches on his hands probably caused by his nails. After that, the doctor check his eyes, upon checking the doctor release a sharp breath before facing Soobin.

" I think he's already regaining his consciousness, however let us run few more labs to be sure. As early as now i can say that he had a high chance to be awake after a month or two." The doctor said softly smiling on Soobin.

Soobin's eyes teared in mixed fear and joy, he didn't know how or what to react. All that matters for now is, Taehyun is fighting to get back.

" But was the trembling necessary doctor?? " Soobin asked worriedly. It's been a month ever since that the younger experience tremblings, sometimes Taehyun slipped countless of tears from his eyes, which made Soobin even more worried about his brother's state.

The doctor was in a deep thought but it doesn't take too much time for him to answer, "It's quite surprising actually. Medically speaking, comatose patient doesn't dream. But some recovered patients said that they do dream about things and even thought that they're living a normal life without realizing that they're actually in coma*.  Maybe Taehyun experience the same way, he might be dreaming something painful or unwanted that makes his physical body acts abnormally even in a coma state. "

Soobin just nod and bowed to the doctor in owe. He quickly run to his brother and wipe the tears that was again falling from from the younger's eyes.

"That dream might be very sad. I can feel your sadness up way here Taehyun ah. However, I know that you can end your sufferings out there, only if you'd wake up."  Soobin caressed the hair of his poor brother.