REASONS • TAEGYU

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Strange, Taehyun can't hear anything from the outside and to check the time it's already close to sunset, he wondered.. was the older napping at this point of time?

Taehyun had lost counts how often he come to visit, it felt like it has became his mantra to sit on the floor as he leans his tired back on Beomgyu's door. Hoping that one day or two the older would let him in.

Cold, Taehyun felt the breeze and his heart ache for a bit. It was pinched and bundle of nerves sends nervousness in his system.

Odd, Taehyun laughed as if he assumed that it was only because of tiredness or an empty stomach. But no, he found...water.

Water escapes from the bottom space of Beomgyu's door. Taehyun stood in instant, staring dumb at the water flows.

Until so suddenly, he realized. He slam the door with a raging heart, He Bangs it as it broke down and threw open.

He immediately rushed towards the bathroom, but it was also locked.

In frustration, he kick the door open which absolutely hurts him in the process. And as the moment, when the door finally falls into the ground, Taehyun froze on the spot.

Beomgyu was on the tub, body soaked with water, paled as white and obviously out of enough gas to breath. Taehyun rush to lift Beomgyu from the water, as tears rush down in his cheeks

He lay down the body into the flat floor, he lifted his chin and start giving rescue breathes, He pump's the heart and repeat the process. Taehyun tries harder as his tears are now shading his vision.

"Why are you doing this!?!!"

He leans to give another amount of oxygen to the boy and start compressing the heart again but Beomgyu didn't move a muscle.

"Fvck it! Fate! Give him back!!!?!!! Please Give him back!"

With his last pump, Beomgyu rise and spits water from his mouth, the oxygen had finally back in his body, but not enough for him to pass through this misery.

And So Taehyun wrap a towel into him, He carried Beomgyu in his back and straightly rushed outside to run  into the nearest hospital.

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" Glad you know how to cast a cpr, He's very lucky. He's now stable yet it is a must to visit for a psychological consultation. Please let him rest. "

The doctor stated and Taehyun relieved from the statement. For the few hours of Beomgyu in the ICU, Taehyun's entire world is again felt collapsing. He hate how this scenario repeats again and again.

Beomgyu set into a white robe, various of cables are input on his nose for oxygen support. He had plastered on his wrist and arms, a fact that may proven that Beomgyu is probably Depressed.

Taehyun count the whys, Beomgyu would never do such thing like this if there wasn't a big problem, and if there is he opt to share it to ease the pain. But he felt like the Beomgyu he had right now was different.

"Taehyun?" Beomgyu gain his consciousness and at first sight, Taehyun was there to plant kisses on his forehead.

"You're now okay, I got you. Get some rest" Taehyun assured him and the older gave a weak smile. Beomgyu heart felt so happy at that moment, he's thankful that Taehyun is still the first one to be on his side, despite of all things he did to shut him out.

Their hands intwined and tears left in Beomgyu's eyes, Taehyun wipe his tears away and whisper good things that makes the older smile genuinely.
For that moment, Beomgyu didn't think any of the possibilities ahead, or should we say.. Mi Yoon.

"I'm sorry" Beomgyu stated, panting heavily from the guilt he felt inside of his heart.

"What ever it is let's talk about it when you're finally okay" Beomgyu cut Taehyun's words, with a loud NO

"I mean...I need to tell you or it'll bother me to sleep...." Taehyun just nodded and lean forward on the bes to listen.

"I had a cousin and probably you know her already. She's name is Mi Yoon. We used to be very close but she never had been contented in her life, and she wants to bring me with her downfall. "

"That bitc–"

" She spams me a picture of you and her in the club. I know that you will never liked someone like her but it hurts me because she threatened me and said awful things. By that, I decided to shut you out, so Mi Yoon cannot use you against me, So that you'll be far from getting hurt too. "

"Why are you so selfless. Just Why Beomgyu? You don't need to protect me, when clearly It's you who needs it most." Taehyun grab the sheets crying from Beomgyu's statement.

Beomgyu's heart beats fast, in various of feelings that he had kept in, he don't know what type of expression or words he wanted to give. But one line is for sure.

"I like you too, Taehyun."