REASONS • TAEGYU

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"So what do you want to do with the invitation?"

Beomgyu stopped from eating his breakfast and look at the black haired male who was actually cooking. The Older almost forgot that thing, and he wish that invitation wasn't real.

Of course Beomgyu miss his family so much but knowing the fact that Mi Yoon will be there, well... it's an absolute chaos. There's no way that Mi Yoon would pursue him to come just because the elder wants, maybe he had a plan of making fun of Beomgyu again.

"We can come you know..." Taehyun suggested placing his full platter of  fried garlic on the table.

And Beomgyu was still silent. Taehyun notice that maybe the older found it uncomfy and start switching the topic.

"Hyung, you can't just run away everytime. Come on" Hueningkai enter the table and jump into the context right away.

"It's not easy you know, I don't want to  cause a scene there. Besides, they used to celebrate things without me" Beomgyu said lowering his head.

Hueningkai and Taehyun make a gaze and sigh in unison. The three males just continue eating their breakfast, slowly forgetting about the invitation.

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Later that afternoon, Hueningkai was out for skate as the two remains on the dorm watching some football game that Taehyun loved.

Taehyun as a fan he was more invested on the screen while beomgyu  was staring at the blank floor for about an hour now. Beomgyu was in a deep thought, he can't help but to think about it considering or ignoring the invitation.

A click of remote was heard which snap Beomgyu back to reality, meeting Taehyun's eyes. " If you can't stop thinking about it, better decide now."

Beomgyu run his fingers on his head and start shaking it like he gone mad. "This is driving me crazy"

"Love, you Just need to pick one. Don't worry about Mi Yoon, besides it's a family reunion, i think she'll consider it.... to not make a scandal"

" How are you so sure Taehyun? She's evil she can do it even in front of my parents...in front of you."

Taehyun turn off the television to face the older whining beside him. He have a cup full of his cheeks and then he smiled " Trust me. We will turn the tables around."

Beomgyu collapse himself on the sofa and just burried his face on the pillows. "I'm sorry, ah you shouldn't have dealing with my own problem....you even miss the half of the football game"

Taehyun scoot closer to his man, lifting it's head and carefully placing it on his lap. "Don't ever apologize for it, there are things that you shouldn't be sorry of, beomgyu"

Beomgyu look straight into Taehyun's eyes, wondering "Like what? "

"Being yourself. Don't stress over what others will think of you, of us. Like as if loving or voicing out was a  sin. I know it's not simple and I know that you're still healing from within. But give yourself a chance.

Don't lower your head, Don't kneel to anyone and most importantly, Don't ask forgiveness because of what you are.

Things like this become a habit, and it's really hard to fix."

Taehyun's words had deeply left a message on older's head and heart. Sometimes, Beomgyu just needed a ray of light to brighten his cloudy head.

Beomgyu may now think the highest possibility of going. With nervousness being present but not in fear for sure, after all, Taehyun was right, maybe it's time to give it a go. To finally clear all misunderstoods, and to finally release the burden he kept for years.At this point, Beomgyu didn't even think twice about Mi Yoon. He's tired and sick of it, 'till he didn't care about it anymore.