REASONS • TAEGYU

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"Ey, Fill this up, one more.." Taehyun release a rough hiss from his mouth, as he drop the empty glass on the counter table

The bartender gradually fill his glass again but warned him that he is completely drunk and he's now need an assistance.

Taehyun just smirk into the male and went drinking his alcohol in one shot. His head starts to felt like ringing thousands of bells, and his face were now visibly red.

Taehyun decided to step up independently as he was told. For couple of days, he tried to apply for a decent job, whether it was a waiter or a janitor position. Unluckily, he got refused for maximum of 5 times a day.

He also stayed nights on the streets and open parks. Even if he had enough money to rent for a night on a hotel, he didn't think about it. He's too ashamed to use a single Penny from his brother card, after all that he did, he don't deserve it.

One time he almost got stabbed by a snatcher, luckily in this case, his wallet and himself due to the police presence on the area.

Just After then, Reality hits Taehyun on his head, His brother is somehow right, he still need his brother. He now understand that Soobin just wanted to give the best for him. But here he was acting like a stubborn child, running away like a coward for not facing his mistakes.

He was wrong, but he was too clouded by thoughts, concerns and regrets. Taehyun think about going home, until he stopped into a bar to pump himself into the influence of alcohol. To release his stress for a bit, as if it was the best solution he was able to do.

Very Impulsive to others, but Taehyun isn't just there to collect the blame, sometimes he needs a space and to let himself.

"Sir, let me use your phone to call an assistance"

The bartender slowly grab Taehyun's phone on the counter, to make a call but suddenly a fine woman stop him and placed a deep stare.

The bartender put back the phone and leave the two on the counter. Taehyun sob his head from the alcohol effect, nearly passing out until a pair of hands grab him from falling.

With Blurry eyes, Taehyun saw a woman in front of him, glittered with her outfit and danglings hanging from her ears.

Until the woman reach to hug him and buried her face on Taehyun's shoulder. The scent was not sweet as Beomgyu, but it's very familiar, Taehyun thought.

The scent magically bring him back on the imaginary world, and Fuck it. Taehyun snapped out of it and remember.

" You fucking slutty bitch GO AWAY! "  Taehyun pushed the woman and it makes her almost fall from her seat.

The woman just chuckled and grab Taehyun by his tie, with his seductive glare and touches, as she tried to straddle his lap in hopes of making the younger boy weak on his knees.

However, Taehyun is much stronger than she thinks. He knew this tricks already and He won't fall for it again.

"Stay away from me Mi Yoon or I'll destroy your fucking ugly face!" Taehyun suddenly burst out and break the edges of the wine glass, pointing the blades towards the woman.

Taehyun drew attention from his actions and scoot far away from the club to avoid much more destruction.
He was furious and he is not in the right mind, there's a possibility that he could kill Mi Yoon just right there. But he's glad he didn't.

Without a sane heading, Taehyun walk straight into the empty streets, wondering where would he spend his night. Passed the han river, he found a shelter, that had enough light and warm, he settle himself on the chair and drifted to rest.

Taehyun looked so wrecked and helpless at this rate. And Soobin on the other hand, was dying for being so worried about the younger.

But maybe, tomorrow, Taehyun will now wake up sane. After all he already realize his faults and mistakes, it's time for him to take action, to take consequences and to step up like a brave man he truly was.

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"New contact sent 15 photos"

15 photos attached.
: Wondering why your man is invisible for 2 weeks? Well, he's currently Inlove with me. So stop assuming, your gay and you can't satisfy him.

Beomgyu collapse on the kitchen counter upon seeing the message, It was Taehyun on the club with Mi Yoon.

Beomgyu started to feel different kinds of pain on his chest. And he's about to burst in any minute.

Taehyun was not his, but as far as he remembered Taehyun was courting him for about a month now. So there's no way that he'll meet Mi Yoon and choose her over him.

But, The picture says other wise, They're having an intimate scene in the bar, Mi Yoon was on Taehyun's—

And tears left from Beomgyu's eyes, he was hurt, he felt he was betrayed, again. His heart were so heavy that it could pop out of his chest.

He knows that Mi Yoon could possibly do this act just to annoy him and destroy him but the feeling he felt upon seeing those pictures gives a different kind of pain.

"Go away! Stay away from him! He will not like someone so evil like you JUST GO AND LEAVE ME AND TAEHYUN ALONE!"

Beomgyu with his heavy heart replied on Mi Yoon's text and directly blocked the number. Still crying from the hint of betrayal, sorrow and pain, he felt inside his heart