The Wonders In Our Head

.There Is No Pain.

.24/9/2021.

I see you across the roadway,

I know you can see me too.

but then you look the other way,

smiling at the strangers.

was I that bad to you?

that you started ignoring me

I am feeling lonely now,

and I need you to tell me I am not.

I want you to tell me-

I am the one for you

the one to make you smile

but I know that won't happen.

coz you have him now,

it's like I was never here.

pictures are broken

polaroids burnt down

feelings are fading

there will be no pain now.

I knew i was a loser,

told you, was a waste of time

but oh you insisted

and now I am more broken than I was...

I wish I could tell you,

the things in my mind.

I wish you could look at me

when we were together in the elevator

I wish you would be kind to me,

weren't you the one to end it all?

but now the time's gone ahead

its not in your demand anymore

we were in the same small place

but with different intentions.

coz you were there to improve

move ahead with your life,

and I was battling with myself

knowing I was getting more and more reckless.

you know you could have stopped me

a smile could change every wheel off my mind,

but now the time's gone ahead

and the tears from your eyes

couldn't stop the bleeding I had caused myself.

I knew I was a loser,

told you, was a waste of time

but oh you insisted

and now you are more broken than I was.

pictures are broken

polaroids burnt down

feelings are fading

there is no pain now.