The Wonders In Our Head

.Writing.

Writing is my way of getting away from life.
Or getting passed through with it.

Writing makes me feel safe, Cause I am saying what I couldn't in texts.
It makes me feel proud as i turn the pages later in life, because it's like an actual proof that i was dying but i held on.
Proofs of my sufferings, my pain, my sorrows.

Though I would rather not write my happy memories down, I myself don't know why.
But it's just what I do.

But lately, I am scared to write also,
Not that I am insecure or anything
But I just think a hundred times before i open my book and write my feelings down.
I just don't feel so good anymore.

.28.2.2022.