The Wonders In Our Head

.The Dare To Leap.

They say it's alright

I know it's not,

I tried to tell them 

but they just won't budge.

got me in a trance 

I suffered to get out of,

never knew the only one to hurt me 

was no one but me.

maybe they were right,

maybe I was.

what mattered though

was the bitter truth.

Days went by 

and so did the months,

the calendar running a marathon against time.

you tried 

you really did,

but some things just won't ever change.

You were the most matured

that's what they thought

that's what you thought,

but the truth was they were so many things left

left to explore, 

left to love, 

left to lose.

So many quotes you are familiar with,

thinking you understood it,

but as the days went by 

and your life breezed by,

you didn't know what else to think.

No one could be fully matured

it's ok to let loose,

the girl said to him before she left him too,

broken and scattered he smiled,

each and every word he heard 

suddenly clicking in their places.

Being mature is not something that just happens,

its when you lose everything every reason to be immature,

its when you go through something so cruel

even your age doesn't matter.

You might be angry at everyone

or at none at all,

but when you'll look back

all you would see shall be

the imperfect flaws of yours.

Bad decisions 

we take all the time

some unknown and some known,

but what could help 

the fragile mind

that dares to leap and is scared to fall.

.18.10.2021.