The Wonders In Our Head

.Depression.

"Depression

is when we cry a lot, they say.

But it's when you don't cry,

and keep it inside.

it's when your heart desires to open up its chest of sorrows.

It's when the body slowly numbs around

from head to toe, first the heart and then your mind.

It's when the ones you love 

don't look like themselves at all.

It's when you look around,

to see everyone around to help you

but it shuts the vision of help

and opens the doors of loneliness.

It's when, slowly your heart begins to ache

with all the pain within

and then no tears come out,

the chest being completely locked.

it's like glass around you,

blocking not only your sense to smell

but also to be humane.

it takes all that we love 

twisting them with twirls of darkness

until all we see are the consequences of our dark actions.

Depression is not just being sad, humans 

It is about how the darkness seeps in the strongest of the strongest 

making them unable to break the glass around them.

About how the strongest goes down the cliff 

or down the bathroom tub filled with the venom of their minds.

It can make the weakest know around the halls

or make them stand on their feet,

stronger than before

just to sweep them back down.

In conclusion, I could say,

it is something which is not recommended to have

but when you do, you'll not want to give it away

for the darkness has its own unique swirl of magic

only those who have will understand

believe me, I know."

.6/10/2021.