The Wonders In Our Head

.I Don't.

I watch you from a distance
Unable to grasp the emotions in my mind
After all you did to me
Why do I still care?
Why am I doing the same thing that had me ended on the floor the last time
What if on the trail of not making the same mistakes
I end up making even grave ones?
I give you a side look
Wondering if you're okay
I shouldn't care
I don't.