The Wonders In Our Head

.Eating.

I kept eating and eating
bowls after bowls
an endless pit
I feel like im falling
"I love eating"
younger me would say
but here I am
continuously eating without a break
love is temporary
heartbreak is forever
I struggle with breathing
drowning when I know how to swim
I keep eating
wondering why I am still hungry
realizing I was just thirsty the entire time
but it isnt the thirst im tired of quenching
these voices inside of me dont stop
they have been fed since the start
I give them what they love
just to quiet them down
these voices of people grew up with me
I keep eating and eating
bowls after bowls
I am tired of feeling so much